I’m not gonna do anything. I don’t gave guts. I don’t want my family to see my body. But I have those thoughts. I can’t see anyway out of this. I can’t see the light.
Im sorry you feel this way ish. After rainy days the sun will shine. Always remember this. Im wishing for you to feel the light as soon as possible 
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I’m sorry you feel this way ish. You’re sza, it comes with the package. I think this will blow over soon enough. Don’t make decisions right now.
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This just hit me out of the blue yesterday. I think I’m not gonna make it to see 31.
Yes you are, this will blow over. If it persists for more than two weeks call your pdoc
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I get these morbid dark thoughts on suicide once in a while, it doesnt mean that I am actively suicidal.
If you are feeling the urge to kill yourself and you cannot control your impulses - Go to the Emergency room immediately.
I would tell your psychiatrist that you are having these kind of thoughts, it could indicate a deeper type of depression.
Dont hesitate to seek out Emergency help if things worsen or get out of control.
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@Wave s advice is better than mine
Your advice was spot on too, @Minnii
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The thing is it’s supposed to be my first day back at work tomorrow. But I guess I need to see my GP pretty urgently. I’m going to do that first thing tomorrow
I hope you get out of that feeling quick.
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What dose of abilify are you on now? I had suicidal ideation on 5mg, this went away on 10mg.
You can get out of this. There is nothing final in your life so far. To be honest, I have suicidal thoughts too. What helps me get out of it is thinking that there probably won’t be a catastrophic finality to my dilemas. I know I can get out of it. Explore all your options. Make a plan for the future.
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I’ve just seen from another post you made that you’re on 5mg. Get yourself back up to 7.5mg asap would be my advice.
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Thanks I’m going in for a medication review they’ve put me down for an urgent appointment.
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I gave the crisis line a call.
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I think 5mg had the same effect on @Sarad as it did on me and you. Suicidal ideation.
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I would put a like for that but I think the smile you need to see instead is the one on your parents’ faces when they see their daughter is well. Your struggle may go on and off for life but my work is done.
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I had suicidal thoughts all last winter. They went away.
The Brain is a strange thing
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