Who knows when I died and how and what my purpose is?
Do you know?
Why are demons following me trying to possess me?
Am I a sinner?
Did I do something wrong?
Why can’t I go to the other side
Posting this is so pointless anyway no one is real itsall been fake this whole ■■■■■■■ time
It just sounds like you’re sliding off track my friend. Are you doing okay?
hey MoonGarden I read something about court tomorrow, I really wish you the best with it
and if it helps I am alive, and so are you,
This shall pass this delusion
We are all real. Well except maybe for discobot.
No, I don’t know, I feel painfully empty. I’ve been just stating off into space for an hour now somehow.
I keep telling myself this but is it really a delusion? Or do I finally see the truth.
I don’t know how i can convince you because i have been there too
it just takes time and self care to get through it i would have hoped
I know that Hollow feeling, I’ve had it myself. Like Mae says, it can pass with time and a little self care. I hope you can at least consider that is just your frame of mind. I know… It sucks
I’m trying my best to fight it but it feels so vivid.
that is really good point
I know it might sound like a stupid question, but have you been sleeping well? That can really mess with your head
I’ve been sleeping like 14 hours a night
Okay, we can rule that one out
Is there something really stressing you out in life? Someone mentioned a court date
Sorry, I haven’t been following the situation. I’m just shooting in the dark
Yes. I have to see my abusive ex in court tomorrow. I filed a protective order and then so she did
That does sound extremely stressful. Probably a bit depressing too. Maybe your numbing out to protect yourself from those feelings. That sounds like a lot to deal with
Yeah the whole thing was pretty traumatizing. I was already psychotic when it happened too
No doubt, it sounds like quite a mess. Numbing out is actually quite a common response to Major stressors like this, especially if you have mental health issues
I took a long shower and I feel slightly better but not really. I tried to hurt myself
Sorry, I got a phone call come in. Please don’t hurt yourself, once his court is out of the way I’m sure things will improve
Hopefully you get a good night sleep. Take care of yourself
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