Tripping out

I’m at my bfs family members house and it’s loud, they have music playing. I took my depakote cause I started getting images (pretty much visual hallucinations). It’s been like 20mins since I took it and I even feel disconnected writing this. My mind can’t stay in reality. I brought drawing stuff with me, did that in front of them and started getting paranoid thinking they were staring at me the whole time. I just can’t be centered around people. I was borderline hearing voices, but the visual hallucinations came through and paranoia :disappointed:

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I would have been out of the back door a long time ago

Take a break somehow.

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I am. I’m on the couch on my phone, but every time I try to relax I get breakthrough visual hallucinations. I can’t leave. I don’t drive. I have to go on vacation with these people in a few weeks, how am I going to get through it??? Vacation is supposed to be fun. But where I’m going is highly populated, and yeah you’ll see me on the news having an episode… Not kidding

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Eat sth to have energy to deal with this situation, sth sweat if its possible, coffee and tea may help,

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Thanks maybe I’ll have some chocolate.

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Wait, why would you tell me to eat sugar and caffeine when I just looked it up and it’s bad for psychosis?

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Hot chocolate sounds good.

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I know how that feels I also get paranoia and hallucinations. Just know that you have support in chat. Don’t forget that we are here for you.:wink:

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Try deep breathing, whilst focusing on it try to hear thru the clutter for your heart beats and then try to balance it rythem. if not try to definitly deep breaths, but dont hyperventalate.

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Thanks. I appreciate the tip for future episodes

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