Kind of scared

I posted earlier i was relapsing. Well im not sure if saying no delusions was 100% accurate because i went camping over the weekend and when i was hallucibating in my tent i wondered if a goddess or spirit was talking to me, but it didnt stick. Now im home in my bed and its a little noisy in my room because of my rats and AC and im getting so many hallucinations and illusions.i had a weird thing happen where i suddenly heard a voice clearly say “come on” like right in front of my face, but it also felt like an inserted thought at the same time. Ive been kind of paranoid since and one voice called me a pig. Im trying to use my coping mechanisms at least. I need to go to sleep…

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If you are getting hallucinations (even audible) then your meds aren’t working as they should I think. Have you changed anything recently?

The only thing that has helped me with such things is medication.

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I need to find a new pdoc but i went off my meds 2.months ago and thinking it wasnt a good idea. I did taper though. But my hallucinations got bad again after a ptsd episode

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Trying to go without meds is pretty brave, tapering down isn’t easy either from memory. At least you tried, which is more that i can say for myself.

Can you find a new pdoc? I do believe the perfect combination of medication is out there for you waiting to be discovered.

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Yeah it was kind of scary but after doing research and realizing a lot of my.health issues can be blamed on the meds i really wanted to try considering my life is pretty stress free. But then my ptsd relapsed a few times and i guess that was enough.

I hope so. I do not want this to get worse. I dont want to end up in the hospital for the millionth time.

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It’s always risky to go off meds. I only tried once and ended in hospital again.

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