I was so bored I had an extra cup of coffee even though I know I’ll feel worse because of that. If I have more than 2 cups it never ends well. Either that or I’m addicted to coffee 
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I think the addict mind often chooses pain over boredom…I know I do…and given you’ve had problems with alcohol in the past…there’s worse painful situations you can choose.
Well I hope the 1 cup extra doesn’t put you in too much pain!!! Good luck Everhopeful. Stay strong, stay wise, stay healthy. I think youre doing a good job of that. If this is your worst slip up and it doesn’t occur too often then youre doing a damn good job. I say
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try buying decaf at least?
It is like smoking, it makes you cough, and you still smoke.
Glad I don’t anymore.
Hope you feel better! Hugs!!
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I try to drink all my coffee before 4-5 pm.
Doesn’t always work out that way though!
Hope you feel better, Everhopeful.
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Second @mermaid1 on the decaf option. Satisfies my coffee urges without the bad effects
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When I choose pain over boredom I simply go outside. 
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Choosing pain over boredom was basically my entire life up until 24.
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I think even 2 cups is too much for me because I don’t feel well, so I’m cutting back to one
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