To be or not to be

because he already took meds and he is stable now, not violent like he used to be.

That was smart of your dad to figure out that it was carbon monoxide when he did.

I try to make my future better. One reason I want to keep living is watching the world change. I believe it very gradually with lots of ups and downs will always get better. Hate to be living 100 years ago. I think god doesn’t care much about individuals. He just wants humanity to get better and uses hard lessons to do it. Like after WWI and II people of Europe will likely never want to go to war again. Or the black plague was to get ride of a certain gene that caused people to not live long and get sick easily.

he wasnt sure what it was until it was confirmed by the doctors…