I would like to ask you if you have any weird thoughts about contempt.
I recently had the feeling of despising someone, it was like an intrusive thought but it was actually a real thought., a pretty powerful thought.
I can’t tell the whole story here.
Afterwards, when I was at home, I got into the idea that many despised me and that contempt was everywhere, in almost every kind of social interactions.
I have the feeling that schizophrenics are generally dispised, so that they are almost considered pests.
Could you tell me if you have ever had such ideas?
(Actually, I also have obsessional thoughts, and at the time I had OCD).
These thoughts were really distressing, as if contempt was everywhere.
What do you think ?