I would like to ask you if you have any weird thoughts about contempt.
I recently had the feeling of despising someone, it was like an intrusive thought but it was actually a real thought., a pretty powerful thought.
I can’t tell the whole story here.
Afterwards, when I was at home, I got into the idea that many despised me and that contempt was everywhere, in almost every kind of social interactions.
I have the feeling that schizophrenics are generally dispised, so that they are almost considered pests.
Could you tell me if you have ever had such ideas?
(Actually, I also have obsessional thoughts, and at the time I had OCD).
These thoughts were really distressing, as if contempt was everywhere.
basically, i try to find alternate opinions of people aside from hatred because when i hate, like you said, hatred lives in my mind and is kind of like i am wearing sunglasses tinted with hate, like hate is in the air,not pleasant,
I really appreciate your comment @anon66864989
What I felt disturbing is that I like this person but I dislike certain aspects of him.
I think these are a little contradictory thoughts. These feelings are a bit opposite.
Actually he’s a friend, but yeah I should keep some distance… I should just visit him weekly, not more !
When I meet him again after a week, I feel in a better mood ! More friendly…
You’re totally right !!
Thank you !
no its just your pereception that is not reality. No one is really hating you its just you perceive it that way. Also human behavior is complicated. You may think cause of the way someone is acting they hate you but it might be a completely different reason for them being that way, usually a personal reason. Try not to be so paranoid, cause you really never know what other people are thinking
Familiarity breeds contempt. When people are privy to your most private info then they naturally grow contemptuous of you. Also, you may feel contempt for them later on as a reaction to their own contempt.
I’m freaking out tonight. I slept 18 hours due to zyprexa. I want to throw something through the window. I have not had any interaction with another person in person for over a month.
Problem solved I think.
I take the distance for a few days.
I also try to sleep better. I try not to think too much.
I talked to someone close to me, someone wise.
On the other hand, I missed the appointment with the shrink. He will certainly charge me for that consultation.
I was really not well yesterday and the day before yesterday.
@anon66864989 : Cool ! Happy to hear that !
Here we have an idiom that says: “do rollercoaster.” I don’t know if you say the same.
It simply means : going up and down (mood.)
