Is feeling like everyone hates me a delusion?

[whirling-leaves]

I get this feeling here and there. I feel like everyone around me hates me, especially since what happened with my mom and I.

Is this some sort of paranoia or a delusion?

[FreeLunch]

I don’t think anybody hates you. Sounds like delusions

[SkinnyMe]

Yes. I feel the same way. Have felt this way all my adult life. It extends to the whole world. It is paranoid delusion.

[Patrick]

I had ‘delusions of persecution’ coupled with ‘delusions of reference’.

I thought the whole world wanted me dead, and everything I saw and heard just confirmed it all.

I finally snapped out of it with Abilify…but I’m still prone to having episodes.

[anon8411913]

Sounds horrible… you’ve been through a lot, @Patrick

I remember the same thing, when I was delusional everything around me just confirmed that my delusions were true. I couldn’t help myself, even if I wanted.

Also on Ablify and for five years stable
and @whirling-leaves no one hates you! It is actually only paranoia.

[whirling-leaves]

Oof I am having this right now. I wonder if my condition is becoming serious and I need to take action for it. I feel like my surroundings are confirming my delusions and I hate feeling like this.

[whirling-leaves]

@FreeLunch @SkinnyMe @anon8411913 yeah I’m definitely getting delusion of reference these days. Because of my trauma, my delusions are always persecutory towards me and never towards anyone else. Things like “i am dangerous” or “i will never be liked” but that’s because I have psychotic depression.

[TheSecondVariety]

Me too. I also had severe thought broadcasting so it felt as though people were reacting to my thoughts or feelings. It’s gotten way better on perphenazine and amitriptyline. I still sometimes feel like a pariah, but it’s not often. I want to take credit, but honestly believe it’s all due to the meds.

[saynow]

of course delusions
delusion is false beliefs
i can assure to you this is a delusion
why do you think we hate you ?
why everyone would hate you ?!
in my life and along my life i never seen a person that everyone hate him !!!
for me
why i would hate you ?!!
usually i like to love ppl
becoz this a good energy
ppl will love me in return becoz i love them !!!
what you have is clearly a delusion

[shellys12]

I worked two years as office junior in accountants age 22 . I had breakdown age 18. I was on stelazine and I was paranoid about the others . My telephone manner was appalling to the point the boss would get complaints. I was a bit obsessed with my single older boss because I really wanted a boyfriend and didn’t have a social life. The office manager who was older than me also was desperate for a man and new to the country she bullied me and I used to mutter under my breath. I heard my bosses voice and at the end of the day I would go out and slam the door then I started to feel everyone hated me and told my dad and he said they didn’t because I hadn’t done any harm but I think they actually did hate me

[A77]

You could be sensing disapproval, and this is how it manifests within your internal working model of self.

[SacredNeigh7]

I’m pretty hated but also disrespected and they try to suppress me and so forth.

When I go to a cafe the wait staff don’t say hello when I say hello and they are rude and give off bad vibes.

When I walk my dog children and adults “walk all over me” yuck vibes and disrespect and suppressing me.

They want to destroy me perhaps or to have less anc never smile.

Maybe they are jealous or my gentle spirit annoys them or they want to act authoritarian and conservative and get a power trip by suppressing me and so.

I used to have voices of family anc friends were actors pretending to love me and got paid to pretend anc want me to die and I was nazi experiment n stuff.

Now adays I believe i have real friends and some are actors but they are my friends in real life and don’t pretend to love me like most of my family do.

Surely one can feel their energy if they are sincere.

My sister anc nephews and them are yuck behaviour to me.

My boyfriend treats me beautifully and he is real.
I believe with all my heart that my boyfriend is real.

My x boyfriend might have betrayed me for my sister unfortunately because he never respected me even though I love him so as one of my closest.

[anon90992146]

I feel this way pretty much all the time. I don’t know why.

[SkinnyMe]

I used to feel like the whole world was against me and that the whole world hated me with a rabid passion. I could read everyone’s thoughts through telepathy and I knew everyone was thinking evil thoughts about me. I felt like a true pariah and all of this just tortured me endlessly for many years.

I didn’t get relief except through the triple AP polypharmacy of Risperdal, Geodon and Seroquel.
I believe in polypharmacy.

@whirling-leaves @Patrick @shellys12 @SacredNeigh7

[Aziz]

I used to think people hated me when i was prodromal but then i got sz and thought the mob was trying to kill me. On meds i dont have any of those thoughts

[SkinnyMe]

I’ve felt like the Italian mob was after me in Vegas and trying to kill me before too.
@Aziz