i feel like everything that is said to me is a personal attack and it hurts so bad
i don’t think i’m just “hypersensitive”
everyone thinks i am a liar, a loser,
when people say things I just completely lock up and feel like my brain becomes detached and I can’t speak or smile or stop my muscles from tensing
sometimes when words are said it makes me stare ahead and i can’t move even though i want to, i want to be okay but it sends me into a tailspin and i fall apart into a million pieces
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I know how it is, that feeling of catatonia since your brain is trying to pay attention to everything at once. It goes down with a good antipsychotic and a healthy diet. Also, don’t stress yourself out too much.
Also, your stressed out brain is putting a negative spin on almost everything it hears. It will happen less with good treatment, I assure you. A healthy diet could help with this too.
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When I’m not doing well. I kinda feel like I’m the center of every conversation and any peice of a conversation I hear seems to be about me. As I got better I realized that I’m really the last thought on on thier mind, for the most part. So I’d say the sz does some of that. But I’ve experienced social anxiety in a mild form it can be a little that way. I’m sorry to hear about your problem ,it must be a little overwhelming. Keep these things known to your Dr, your Dr might be able to help.
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Things will get better.
Keep a journal. Keep a good sleep schedule. Keep up with meds and appointments.
And most importantly, keep hope!!
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There can be symptoms like Poverty of thought and word salad and stuff that can interfere with you processing information. It’s always good to tell your doctor about these things. You may be able to get better function out of more or different meds.
I know for me moving onto zyprexa from risperdal was a really great move for myself. I was way more social and more normal but we’re all different! Have a chat with your doctor!
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It hard but you have to try to focus on loving yourself.
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I don’t think everyone hates you. I hope that you feel better! I hear voices too but I keep trying!
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I also feel that, but then again I have kept in mind that I am not born to please everyone. Don’t overstress yourself, you will be fine.
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This is part of the Sz. When I was delusional years ago I thought everyone in this world hated me and would like to kill me. But after I took medication I started to feel safe.
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i love this song 
hope it help …
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Ever think of trying “cognitive behavioral therapy”? That, combined with med’s, might help.
I also feel like everybody I meet instantly hates me.
This is wrong though…
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It’s hard to say in this day and age, some people can be pretty rude. write down the things said to you and discuss it with your doctor.
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i am a liar, a loser everything what you want me to be. I only give love to the poeple around me. much loveeeee xxxxx hahaha
Sometime i also think that some people hates me
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I think that people hate me all of the time.
I think people hate me sometimes too. It seems to come out of the blue. I’m doing really great then boom I feel like the world is against me. It helps me to talk about it with someone I love to help put it back in perspective. I also talk to my therapist and doctor about it. I really hope you are doing ok. I don’t hate you at all if that helps you.
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Being overly sensitive is a symptom of schizophrenia. Have you been diagnosed with schizophrenia? If so, are you on any meds?
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They are just envious.
Nothing bad in having alittle selfhate.