I was doing so good. Only slight anxiety going out with my sister and acted normal. Hung out with my son and daughter for awhile and chatted happily. Felt really good. Watched my team get slaughtered but laughed it off. Now I’m all anxious and feeling really intense. For awhile I just totally blanked out. I have no memory of that but I know 15 minutes passed. I “woke up” and my dog was just staring at me. Every time I think I’m getting well something happens. My heart hurts.
It’s not easy but hang in there. Having schizophrenia is like surfing the waves. It’s up and down and you never can quite feel totally confident standing up! Ride the good times. Survive the bad. See what tomorrow brings. Possiblity is always good for something postive if you allow it!
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