Thinking I'm under surveillance again

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Am really down.

Was feeling bad and slept 16 hours last night.

I am used to the negative symptoms kicking my ass but thoughts of being surveilled are back again. I went to the post box and a whole choreographed manoeuvre of People and cars occurred.

I think police helicopters think the thermal signature of my boiler is in fact a cannabis factory.

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I can’t make this stuff up.

on another note, sorry you’re feeling so

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No worries…unless your boiler is in fact a weed growing operation…you should call your doc though…update them on being paranoid…maybe they can help out

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sorry dude - think of it

  • you are just a normal guy who has a ‘boiler’ whatever that is - and need to rest and take it easy.
    Police do not care about you - at all.
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Boiler is a water heater…right?

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lol. flame’s profile pic.

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Yeah boiler is a water heater.

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This is what I get for making fun of my little pony…lol

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The thermal signature of a boiler shouldn’t look or act like a weed growing operation I wouldn’t worry about this…your boiler turns on and off all day…most weed operations do like 16 straight hours of artificial sunlight with 8 hours of pitch black…

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Everyone has boilers. I’m sure the police are familiar with the concept of boilers in the home. Why would your boiler be special, in that it would raise suspicion?

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Sorry for the post folks. Just feeling a bit off. I’m pretty sure now the police don’t think I’m some kind of Heisenberg character - though it would be nice to have his money :smile_cat:

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Don’t be sorry…you still have insight so you still have time to get help with it…

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Don’t apologize, we’re here to help each other. I thought the government thought I was a terrorist because I spoke french and Japanese, had friends in Australia and Singapore, and ordered cds from Japan.

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@jimbob, That’s exactly how I used to feel when I was unmedicated. I know exactly what it feels like. It’s horrible.

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It is. I was on the verge of tears all the time. So scared and helpless.

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Well I hope that you feel better soon @Jimbob.
I’m not feeling so great myself lately.
Getting increasingly paranoid.
If it gets worse I’m calling my psychiatrist immediately while I have insight.

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I would say that just because that is happening doesn’t necessarily mean you are having a relapse.
Tell you’re doctor ASAP. As bad as it sucks maybe you’ll need a temporary increase in medication until the symptoms pass. This is the life we lead.