Everyday in the morning at my job I start to think Various plans for my life. And everyday they are different. But when I come back home after work I just want to be in bed and do nothing. I think I need fulfill my dreams and plans with small things I can enjoy. I don’t think I will become anything anymore. It’s hardcore even for normies. I will be setisfied from my small income hardly earned. 
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You should take small steps at a time sure you can achievmore
. have you considered studying something.
I have been living like this for the last 6 years too. It’s frustrating.
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Can you get into your work and do it well? This will help you feel better, and stronger.
Schizophrenics seem to be cursed with indecisiveness, it’s just the nature of the disease.
One way to overcome it is to think hard about your goals, and write them down (or computer print them) on a sheet of paper, and keep that paper in your sight all the time. Recite the goals frequently, and you will more naturally work towards them. It helps to break the goals down into accomplishable parts though.
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Of course, sometimes you have to let go of a dream and aim a little or even somewhat lower. I know at least for myself, if I hadn’t quit university the second time in wanting to be a music critic, I could’ve killed myself! 
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I wouldn’t know what to work towards to in a paid job. The money I got is enough. My goals don’t cost much. I consider working to afford my addiction. Suddenly the tabaccoprices here skyrocketed. Quit smoking and a healthy diet doesn’t cost much, as reading a book, using the internet or writing. I even could replace my pianoaccordeon. I can do exercises on the floor at home. No I don’t need to work. I could live in the streets if I had to. But our government is unreliable and inconsistent for the unemployed and disabled. So I stress constantly whats next.
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