It’s the simple truth. They brutally, brutally tortured me. My facial nerve was torn, my eyes were blurred by brutal beatings, I went deaf, my loved one was raped, and they snickered when I tried to get help that it was all my imagination. Going to flag this? Going to take it down? Going to fire spitballs? Some support group this one.
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me too, honey. I post a lot about PTSD, but not much about targeting or torture. love you.
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Scary sad. Thanks for the intel.
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you can PM me if you’d like, I’d rather not get suspended, I just came back here. 
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Thanks. I understand. I’ll try to figure out how to pm in here. I don’t come in that much.
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I get banned or suspended many times cuz it’s a set up or a trigger,
but yeah, I know there’s people that come and go too. I hope you stay.
Do you think you have schizophrenia, for real? Try to answer in a PM,
or take your chances, ha.
I have symptoms of sz.
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The ways we change from affronted or accosted to creating something other,
like out of our bodies and minds, with clear insight of gaining our true self,
but really disassociating.
I’ve never experienced that. Dissociating for me was a violent feeling of cranial pressure so profound that the suffering caused me to be convulsive and unable to think clearly. It was like having a lightning bolt ripped through my head like a bullwhip.
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when they give you therapy, many times they want you to relive,
and not bury anymore, but some are driven to their knees through help.
I’m still trying to achieve my sense of laws over my body,
violations I want put on them, some kind of fight. But still looking
for some kind of remedy, though it may exist in my mind.
Well, whatever else, the assassins sure thought it all through. From what I can see of the workload involved in reporting them (police don’t give a hoot) they planned it for years.
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They let us live though as any other detainee. It’s a work in control we are used for as subjects of some kind of greater good, imagine that, a greater good, from our torture.
When it’s animals they call it vivisection. When they do it to a person they say they needed the therapy of causing pain for their own inner demons. I can’t believe how sick it is, broad daylight, in a society that claims to be one of laws.
Yeah, idk, been more recently trying to control all my aspects of pain and abuse through thinking happy thoughts, ha, it might seem strange, but I need a major distraction.
It’s a bit too much detail. And is more about trauma than about sz symptoms.
Which is why you probably will get flagged.
Unforatanate to hear that happened though.
Hope you get the help you need
I sure don’t let my troubles keep me from smiling when a friend comes
along!
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it works sometimes, but my theory doesn’t hold water,
very inconsistent. sometimes my sleep is the worst,
total pain and nightmares, I’m sure you know.
I usually sleep very peacefully, to be honest, but waking up can be absolutely horrible.