It’s really stupid.
They keep projecting what they think is shameful onto us.
We’re not ashamed.
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I have alot of negative influence from my hallucinations also. I honestly am beginning to believe I’m a targeted individual, and I’m getting tired of the torture and the feeble attempts to gain my fealty to a bunch of pussies and cowards trying to push me around. If they want us, they’ll have to get us face to face, because we’re too much the player to be played by an annoying little voice.
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Did you see my post we may be doing most of it to ourselves
Key is distractions and
Love of self
Yeah no heat in my car ahhhhh
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I don’t want to be distracted anymore I want to be direct and effective. I’m sorry about your cars heat get a manual online for your make model and year car and get some help on it maybe?
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When I fight
Double the pain
It has something to do with me
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To paraphrase Elanor Roosevelt: Nobody can make you feel ashamed without your consent.
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I have alot of pain to but I know that fighting against the dark force is needed and ultimately why I keep going. I’m targeted through and through Daze, I don’t know what else to do but provide testimony to a group of people who have perhaps suffered as I have suffered.
I’ve tried quite hardly to post about the things being done to me for people to know what we go through and whether or not this is truely schizophrenia. Because I spoke out about sex trafficking and human trafficking and military intellegence schemes involving mk ultra.
You have to remember, I’d jump out of a fine airplane to get to work with plenty of weaponry and night vision. I’m being targeted because of exposing the branch of mossad/cia intellegence at station las vegas and how my step parents are bribed into using me as a manchurian…they make six figure a year salaries but my real parents live in poverty honestly.
It’s hard they’re keeping their thumbs on our heads but it’s not keeping us from wrestling the mic away and starting to spit justice.
Kanye West is a targeted individual too. He spoke out too much and started hearing voices from voice of god weapons. It’s not god it’s the nsa the fbi and the cia and the department of homeland security which is not even needed.
I mean how much do I have to give you guys?? And I was the cannon fodder! I was at the very bottom and I’ll tell you what all of us young kids in the military suffered so much at the hands of sadistic command.
It’s really sad, the programming they put you through your entire life to break you down and make you submissive to a satanic monarchy that has no bounds on how ignorant things can get. I was successively traumatized as a child, fighting vicious pittbulls and having my cheek ripped off…to being molested by numerous numerous people and then being subjected to mind control and being ripped off by my own military brotherhood.
It’s been bad, and trust me I have 2/3ds pain and you have double…well it’s time to muster up and deliver our pain to the aggressor. It’s time to atone our pains to the aggressor and blame him for it. And if I even told you who the aggressors are-it couldn’t help anything. THey’re practically immune to justice. And they live under a cloak of secrecy that screams demonic power.
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I’ve decided there’s nobody there
No cell towers or satellites
Just look into it about implanting the human race
My mind control is me
They use me to do it
Get it off that station
Girl don’t go away mad just go away
Next song
I don’t mind you coming here and wasting all my time
Direct targeting programming
is a blind man ashamed to wear shades? He doesn’t even know what they really look like
Ashamed of having schizophrenia? I’m pretty ashamed, just being honest.
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IT seems my symptoms that are represented by real living breathing people that exist and aren’t made up or something else…they’re people that pursue and harass me and want me to atone for my sins. They’re a league of accusers, they just don’t stop pointing their fingers at me. I dunno how to make these voices friendly again and it seems like I’ve been taken prisoner, subversively. I don’t know where I’m going next day to day on the inside-I was screaming out inside having a panic attack while driving-it was rough had to run my errands though and fill up my gas tank.
I mean it-this illness is pretty much an attack on a persons psyche. And that really sucks doesn’t it?
Patrick how can anything targeting be a real person.
It’s programming and computers and artificial.
What, are people sitting around all day causing my and your hell?
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I don’t know it’s just consistent in evidence to me that this is not an illness but a directed attack against my mental faculties. I don’t know daze, don’t know really how to change this situation and I really do want to. I want to get through these roughed out phases and into something more productive than exhausting our selves beating each other up.
You crack me up 
Totally true babes
But the truth is elusive
Sometimes posters on this forum remind me how not messed up I am. But mostly they remind me how messed up I am.
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Try not to worry about it so much huh?
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I remember when I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, the Dr let me know what a terrible and sad disease it is to live with and blah blah blah… I don’t feel any shame either.
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