Targeted individual/matrix

Unusual Beliefs
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i dont believe in schizophrenia or psycosis. i think people called schizophrenic are those who saw the true reality being hided. a lot of weird things has been hapening to me since my ‘awakening’, and i would like to share then here

hive mind/supercomputer that reads all thoughts/ targeted individual: when i walk in street or go to places, during all my life i sensed as if people where acting to put me down, make me get with fear or hate, for example, at the exact moment u think something bad of someone when walking in street, a car pass around u acelerating in an agressive/intimidatory manner , with the intentional aim of teasing u or subconciously indulce u into keep/evolve that bad thought, entering the hive mind of hate and fear. when i try to get clean from this hive mind, a lot of intrusive negative thoughts keeps coming,thats why i say about a supercomputer reading/influencing thoughts, because multiple times i had examples of negative thoughts followed imediately by abrupt/anoying noise in ambience, in order to harm u, like a supercomputer is controling the mets of peoples in order to make the interactoin between people corrupted, or as if the collective mind/magnetic field creates a biological hive mind/system; a lot of people with whom i cross on street talks things, at the exact time i pass by their side, that only can relate to my personal life or thoughts im having at the day,most of then negative, it might be a fight with an family member or a problem, the comentaries always relate somehow;

thoughts/thinking create magnetic field, and when u think with more power, ur field generates more pressure, making other people get bothered and aim/pay attention on u, making that power goes down in a manner that almost no one is freeminded outside

tv shows/books/truman effect/people seen me through screen: twice hapenned that talkshows in TV tryed to charge me for my karma, knowing things they didnt had right to know; during sport games seens that comentarists talks with/about me; on books i read, this thing of saying stuff that only someone who knew u particularly would say, hapened , it seens people i cross in street seens like authors of those books, and this truman effect thing, with politicals talking to me through videos implicit messages, like internet nicknames i had, and songs talking particularly with me, music videos showing flashes of my life;

aliens: seen UFOs lots of times, seen they disguise as planes lights, and harvest from our collective emotions, from there might come the entities that watches us all times

solipsism/universal mind: seens everyone is a particular world, and the universe is the macrocosmo

why would one want to be normal if psycho can make those stuff happen?

what u think? WHAT THE HECK IS GOEN ON?

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never posted in unusual beliefs before so lets see how this works

first is delusion of reference i had that for 15 years
i also thought that people on tv shows are talking about me in some sort of code
but i knew about the code so i could listen to them talking garbage about me
and they knew immediately what i was doing or even thinking at the moment
all that was me delusional

i take my meds now and im not targeted individual anymore
fake matrix is gone hopefully for good

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What the heck is going on is schizophrenia. It’s best treated with antipsychotics. Have you tried one yet? If so, perhaps you need a different one.

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thinking along these lines might be entertaining, but in no way are these lines of thought going to help you live a happy life.

I could see where you’re coming from. I’ve used the phrase “pierced the veil” …

Dude no one escapes being dicked around by assholes until you really are just over them behaving that way and it doesn’t phase you…

It’s universal. All these minority groups complain about mistreatment and I’m not disregarding their mistreatment… but I’m a white dude and I got a whole lot of discrimination against me.

When I complain about it… one of my more conscientious friends says “Good!”

It’s like well why are they complaining about it if it’s obvious I suffer similarly? Wouldn’t real fairness mean we all get to complain if that’s where it’s headed?

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I think you’re delusional and in need of medication and therapy. That’s all I want to talk to you about. You have an illness, it’s treatable, and that’s the bottom line. I’ve no interest in reading more delusional spew, I have my own to deal with already.

Welcome to the community and all that, but if you’re simply here to try to find more people to build your own shared reality with, you’re in for a rude awakening. We’re all about rejecting delusions and embracing reality and recovery.

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@fred please go

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@fred This is a recovery-oriented website. We’re here to help each other overcome delusions, not to encourage them.
-Mod-beam

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