My voices have been telling me I’m not there for three decades and it really bothers me. I’m a dark one, that’s for sure.
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I used to have a particular delusion among many others. This one was i thought i was already dead somehow. And i thought my body was rotting and stuff. Not fun. Which is obviously insane.
What do you mean by ‘not there’?
very dangerous territory you’re talking about there…I used to believe I was a laser that Jesus gave to a dvd player machine in a space ship headed for fire lake and round trip back to Heaven over the course of 2,000 light years. it was terrifying to believe I didn’t have a body…been there…you need to tell your pdoc these things.
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I’m dead, oh yea according my own head I’m already dead. Well then what does it matter, go away. Freaky stuff.
I feel very disconnected from reality at times it’s hard to tell if it’s because of my DID or the psychosis sometimes. I typically just try to wait it out and not let it bother me. I try to kind of adopt an “I’m not real?? So what” kind of approach
Jukebox what age were you dxd
Me, 17
35 started prodromal around 31. late onset…sorry you got dx’d so early…sad.
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