…nothing in the garden is growing,
they’re all disgusted with you."
They keep repeating this over and over and over again… I have not been able to draw for some time now, it is not for lack of creativity as I have plenty of ideas, I just don’t have the desire to do anything but come home and watch TV with K to drown out the voices. I have not self harmed in a week and the desire is driving me nuts. I called to set up an appointment with this new place called Strength of Mind which came recommended. They do not have openings immediately to see me but will call back to set up a schedule. I started taking some Celexa that I had previously been prescribed, K said i was depressed and perhaps it would help. I only have pills to make it till Thursday and I am worried about the withdrawals from coming off. Though I only started it on Saturday, maybe they won’t be that bad.