My wife says I can’t read it unless I am symptom free for a week on my new high dose of meds. Why do the voices want me to read it? What will I find? 
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Do what ur wife says… she looks understanding …
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I’d listen to your wife. Sounds sensible. Anyway I’ve read more occult books than I can remember. Every single one of them was rubbish.
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What book is this? 
You don’t need to read occult books at all. There are things that I can’t delve into because they don’t strengthen me, they weaken me and promote delusion. If you’re symptom free for a time then celebrate that by doing positive things, not dragging yourself back down.
If your voices generally encourage you towards things that aren’t good for you, you should know that their suggestions are to be avoided.
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The Secret Doctrine by Helena Blavatsky
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Like what books?
My first book was “Magick in theory and practice” by Aleister crowley. I bought that in 1992. Every single book on magic/the occult I read after that (and including that) was rubbish. I honestly can say that after 25 years of reading occult books that it’s just a waste of time.
I guess the one exception was “Astral Dynamics” by Robert Bruce. That’s a book about astral projection/ out of body experiences and how to have them though. I’m not sure if that’s occult though.
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Here’s my 2 cents, and feel free to take it with a grain of salt.
I think the occult and magical thinking is all delusional and only gets one away from reality.
Me, personally, I find more philosophy in a Dr. Seuss book.
All joking aside, have you ever heard of the Tao of Pooh?
That book really helped me with gaining a more worldly philosophy and spiritual insight.
As for something heavier that will really make ya think you can’t go wrong with any book by either Paul Tillich or Thich Nhat Hanh.
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Well have you had any delusions related to the occult in the past? Cause if so I’d listen to your wife.
Delusions? No. I do have suspicions though.
It’s not advisable to be involved in the occult, there are certain dangers associated with it. Don’t wanna invite imposters and harassment into your life. Especially when symptomatic.
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I wouldn’t do it wouldn’t be good for you. The voices one time told me to make a pillow fort so I did, that’s okay lol.
Tell the voices to shove the occult book where the sun don’t shine.
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Don’t read it. It is evil.
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You can always defy the voices. Tell them to stop telling you to read the book. Tell them to shut up and go away.
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It’s evil? How do you know that it is evil? How do you tell these things?
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I think that’s how you activate such things. 
I know it is evil because I used to be into the occult for many, many years and it brought nothing but bad and evil into my life when I was into it. For your own good, stay away from it.
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Have you heard of or read this book? Maybe it’s not the same as what you were doing. I honestly want to know, have you knowledge of this book?