As you all know, a lot of my delusions and hallucinations stem from my involvement with the occult.
Well today I saw this Kabballah book at the library bookstore. It looked very interesting and had a lot of pictures. But I didn’t buy it. Besides, it didn’t look like the authentic Kabballah anyways.
Instead I picked up some obscure/hypnosis book.
My temptation with the “dark arts” will probably never go away, but at least I feel I have more control over it now.
Yeah me too I have got more control with it. How are you doing Christopher?
That’s good. It’s kinda funny how God gave us such powerful brains, yet there’s so much within our intellect that can be harmful to put in our minds.
I’m pretty decent my friend. Just drinking coffee and listening to Joy Division.
How are you doing?
Why the heck are you drinking coffee at this hour?? Even decaf!! No thanks!!
Hahaha! Well I took a long nap earlier this evening. I just don’t like being groggy. Plus there are some radio shows I might catch tonight. 
Well I hope you enjoy man 
I too usually drink coffee right after a nap…but haven’t napped in a while
Thank you bro.
Yeah I ate a whole pizza earlier lol. Made me kinda 
Good for you!!!
I am the same, where I am oddly drawn to it. The ill part of my brain says that dark entities know who is most vulnerable and call out to these individuals. Anyways same thing happens to me at bookstores where I’ll get tempted. Not that I think you could easily find any serious occult stuff that easily but still. I do my best to avoid all that now as well.
Hi Anna, that’s great that you avoid that kind of stuff. The serious occult stuff is out there, sometimes in bookstores, but it’s mostly the old, hard-to-find tomes that are very dangerous.
A priest once told me: “All that kind of stuff just gets you away from reality.”
I wish I took his words to heart at the time.