I have someone else here with me, I don’t know what exactly to call it. He talks to me by sending me thoughts. He tells me to do stuff to do to myself (which I sometimes act on) he’s antsy today - the thoughts are often violent .
How do I get him to lay off ? No emergency medication today
They asked me how I knew he was a guy… idk. I just know? I don’t hear his voice or anything
Anyone have similar ?
This was probably my most bothersome to me symptom I ever had. I described it as an entity inside of me controlling me. “Feeling” a voice. Rather than hearing it. I empathize with you. Meds stopped it for me.
Is he nice? I heard hundreds of voices a day at my worst.
I hate it so much- I feel compelled to do these things and I don’t know why
Today he’s telling me to strangle my girlfriend
I feel connected to him but he is evil
You’re going to need to see your pdoc for an injection. Don’t let it progress, please. For your own sake
Hmmm… okay thank you.
@Jonnybegood did you find that these thoughts were accompanied by visions
Like I can see myself doing the things he commands
Jump on it before it gets too late. When I used to go grocery shopping feeling these intrusive thoughts I would shop for two hours then run out of the store and not buy anything! Made my life hell! No I don’t think I had visual hallucinations with it.
Visions eventually come with schizophrenia. It can be cunning and very compelling at first but you never want it to get as dark as possible. Be safe.
I wouldn’t describe them as visual hallucinations, just a visual thought. You can see it in your mind. Iikw you’re imagining it
That’s what happened to me. It progresses into very real visuals which are more than distracting, it’s hard to recover.
They take up my entire vision- it’s weird it’s like I can’t see anything other then the imagined “vision”
Very strange I’ll tell my psychiatrist about this this Wednesday
Yeah you better lol, and that guy. He doesn’t seem fun haha
I feel weirdly attached and endeared to him… I don’t know why because he’s so violent
They tend to start like that. It feels like a love that is distant. Eluring. I get what you mean. I can’t lie, I’ve had fun when I’m psychotic but also terror. I don’t want you to have the last bit like I have. Are you on meds?
I Am on 3 different meds
Prozac, Cloneazepam and Seroquel
Something feels wrong with my ribs
I am trying to rip them apart
It feels so strange I am panicking
Help
A few days ago I had a hallucination that my top teeth were loose and on the verge of falling out, but it was just a hallucination. I think your ribs are probably fine.