I think its a part of my illness. I was saying nothing when the others were humiliating me. it even started like this my illness. maybe I even doesn’t have an opinion on a lot of things :/. is it related to a bad thinking? my ex pdoc dais that my thinking is torn, it was to this point yeah :/… were you without character in a way? on the other hand I could become aggressive sometimes even though that ill never hurt anyone physically. its more verbally here… for my mom, to regain character the key is to communicate more. but ill make mistakes and I dont want to show myself as crazy… that’s all
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People with Sz tend to be abused more than people without it. It is the statistical fact that we point to whenever someone with Sz goes on a killing spree. The killers sometimes have personality disorders along with the Sz that cause them to kill people.
I find music and reading not only helpful in giving me something to talk about, but also they encourage my brain to wire itself normally again. Start interacting with trustworthy people first. The odd jerk comes along every now and then, but it isn’t a reflection of how you are. It is their problem.
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Yes I find that I too have trouble like that. No one humiliating me but I often have nothing to say if that’s what you mean. I think it is to do with the illness. I feel I don’t form opinions. My friends can be debating something and even if I have read about it I cannot add to the conversations except for simple things. I have bad memory so it could be to do with that. This is the worst and it gives me social anxiety because I feel stupid and makes me avoid socialising.
Hi
Yes i find that the voices try to deny me my personality but lately i find that i have been able to rectify this and make a real strive towatds being myself i hope you can be the real you soon
Take care kate xxx
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