About half a year ago, the guy at the real estate company for my apartment gave me his number.
Everytime I visited his company, he asked me about my work, and I always gave him vague answers. But this time I told him the truth that I have a mental illness and do work training. He said I should go out more often, meet more ppl, etc. and asked me out. He didn’t say when, so I just left there without making any appointments. Half a year has passed since then.
These days I’ve been feeling a little unwell, meaning that I don’t feel like meeting anybody or going out. This reminded me of the guy and called him and asked if we could go out for lunch, just to make myself feel a little better. He said OK and the next day, we went out together. I didn’t know that he has wife and children, but found out that he does. I have mixed feelings about it, and I need to ask him about it.
I called him yesterday, but he said he was busy so would call me back later. I’m still waiting for his call.
Of course I have no intention of seeing him as a lover, and if he has a wife, I don’t think I should go out with him anymore. The other day we went out together, he paid for my lunch, bought me a T-shirt, and tried to buy me more stuff. I said no thanks. And later that day, he called me, and suggested we should go such and such place, and asked me if there’re more places I want to go with him.
I just needed someone I can go out with, as friends, to experience things. I’m 36 and he’s 48, I know this sounds stupid but I need to experience. I’ve lost 20 years due to sz, I’ve missed out on a lot, and I’m dying to catch up with other ppl.
I have no idea what his intentions are. And I don’t know what his wife is doing. I need to ask him when he calls me the next time.
Any thoughts on this?
funny.