INFOMY THEYVE ALL GOT IT IN FOR ME.
argh arghhhh arh I want to live in a field in the middle of nowhere.
I live on an estate and the noise drives me bonkers. I hear it from my bedroom it makes me angry that I have no peace.
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Actually my voices always tell me I’ll go down in infamy…screw em…
I hear my family, military, public officials and not so public ones, even my girlfriend and professional sports players. Lately it’s been my aunt and uncle and they’re very disdainful of my past, (but so am I). Anyways before joining the forum for two weeks pretty much I was quiet and withdrawn and didn’t voice things at all…
big mistake.
I DO live out in the middle of nowhere in a farmhouse, and it really does help…but you can also go fricking stir crazy and I’m almost 45 minutes from my best friend. It has its perks and then it doesn’t.
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Sounds like you could benefit from professional help. I used to feel like that and then I saw doctors and took the medicine they offered.
I’m a headphones guy anyhow…they’re not against you though…in fact they probably don’t know where, who, or how you are. I used to close up the house like a submarine and just stay in and chainsmoke newports…yet like Mortimermouse said you have to communicate this to a Dr. and see what can help.
never again yeh ive been isolated before not great really I think the ideal is a place in the middle of nowhere WITH car ah heaven.
mortimouse I take the meds they give me Seroquel, sertraline, thyroxine,.
It took me really long time to get this far…this far…geez I dunno how I lived or made it truthfully. But it takes out of me, like my adventurous side is gone. I do feel that sometimes, in my illness I was an enemy against other people…not the other way around. All I can do now is pay for those mistakes in my hallucinations, and try to get my act together. I live in the shadows of fear every day though…so many dangerous threats inside…and I wonder if I could protect myself let alone my girlfriend if those symptoms were real. This is by far, some of the scariest things I’ve ever confronted in my life.
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I cannot live in the middle of nowhere I’ll definitely go crazy, maybe catatonic…I need to hear noises and voices all the time otherwise my paranoia takes over me, and delusions invade my mind.
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i don’t have that feeling about most people. a certain individual in hollywood and his mercenaries yes, but not most people at all. my family love me, my friends like me, strangers are ok with me. they’re just friends you don’t know yet i think. dog walkers are fine too. they are always friendly and we stop and chat for a bit sometimes. no i don’t really have that feeling. xxx
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