Bye Bye new apartment, I am cancelling the transaction and it will not be proceeding
Bye Bye new job, I am quitting and will not be continuing
That’s it. Short update
Bye Bye new apartment, I am cancelling the transaction and it will not be proceeding
Bye Bye new job, I am quitting and will not be continuing
That’s it. Short update
Why are you cancelling everything?
I can’t cope with the stress and I am experiencing psychosis again
Sorry things went South for you, boss. Are you going back to freelancing Landscaping? I guess the season is done
Yep season is done and I already burnt myself out doing that 4 months ago
Ok. Try to get a hold of your pdoc. It sounds like you are taking care of yourself. That’s good. But you probably also need a med adjustment
Weren’t you lowering your meds? Maybe you need to go higher again. Do you like your job? If so maybe you can take some unpaid leave.
Is the sale of your current apartment still going ahead? Will you have a place to stay?
Many Qs
I saw the team leader today and she’s helping
Doctors don’t seem to have time to tweak meds these days
Can the team leader help with new meds?
She can’t no but there is a plan
Yep
I like the job but it’s too stressful
Can you ask for a reduced number of hours? That should help with the stress.
Oh no. In what way is it too stressful?
You were doing so well and they seemed to like you
I worked for six years and then had a bad relapse and didn’t work for a year and had to be hospitalized 6 times and go into supported housing. I eventually got back to work and have been working almost steadily the last 30 years at various jobs.
Hopefully, this is just a temporary setback for you and once you feel better you’ll be back to work. My relapse was horrible.
I have only been there for 2 months and still in probation!
That’s great you have been able to go through what you have and still work
I am in a blip stage but I am not afraid to stop and come back and try again
I don’t know exactly
Internally I have built up a lot of stress and it has got so bad I don’t even know the exact thing causing it
That’s scary, being at loose ends and adjusting to being at loose ends is rough. Maybe you can volunteer or something?
Not sure what I will do. I am going to go off work for a few days sick, then make a final decision
I very nearly chucked away the whole thing this afternoon
Very good idea. Take a step back with their agreement. And reflect. I’d try and find out what the cause behind this stress is.