I’m still half in/, half out of this ‘spectacle delusion’.
Thanks for all of the support over the last spell. 
I play it kinda sassy when I’m feeling well. But many of you have noticed I’m struggling right now.
I’d be lost without this forum. It’s the only place where I’ve found freedom to go off of the rails…and everybody is okay with it.
Patrick, we may have had many disagreements over the years, but I care about you and want you to be happy and healthy. I’m glad you’re starting to come out of the haze of delusional thinking. Is your brother still with you?
Thanks Ninja
Yeah, Bro is shadowing me like a hawk. And it’s true we’ve bumped heads a few times, but when one of us is up against it, the forum circles the wagons and help each other out.
It’s good thing.
We are a very protective community 
You and I are very similar in how we experience psychosis. I thought I was a worldwide spectacle as well. I thought the world was obsessed with whether or not I was a good person (this delusion came after my being certain I’d ended the world). I thought I was getting messages taunting me from radio stations. Devastating feeling.
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