I am going to kick off when I get home from holiday
What I have planned would get this topic closed down
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Don’t do anything that would be getting this thread shut down. No suicide, no drinking, no drugs. I can’t think of whatever else would get it shut down.
Oh yeah, no gambling.
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Don’t do it.
We care about you 
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The forum is a great help for sure but nothing can fix my life from the mess I am in right now
Scientists are developing new meds. One of them might be a huge help to you one day.
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Don’t harm yourself, i hope it is something less problematic, having a drink or maybe something stronger.
You have got possibilities, you are self employed, intelligent. There might be something good waiting for you in the future.
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I am sick of waiting for something that probably won’t happen
Yeah, perhaps it was a cliché, sorry for that, i just hope you will be better and didn’t know what to say.
But you are already doing well. You have your own flat. You have had some proper cool jobs. That you’ve excelled in…
But yea I obviously don’t know what’s going on with your mental health though or what is bothering you severely atm
I just want to remind you that you’re not a complete disaster at all.
You’ve achieved many things.
And I hope you find a way to get through your current challenge
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Maybe consider how you will feel afterwards and if it is really worth it. Don’t harm yourself.
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I have set the bar too high for myself
If I choose to crash and burn I will never be in this position again
My thinking now is do I really want to watch things fall apart?
Depression has taken everything out of me and I have had it
Hey @Joker you used to go by a different name 3 years ago but change it because you worried about your family finding out?
I hope i dont mistake you
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I think we used to talk on discord, i see youre not doing good, i dont belive harming yourself is the answer
Dont be tempted on the illicit substances. Run yourself a nice bath with your fave tunes on and then rent a film with your pajamas on and close the curtains.
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I helped make sandwiches to sell to send my pastor to Uganda to work in an orphanage.
That day was the most fulfilling day of my life other than the birth of my kids. Why not consider volunteering? I promise you it will make a difference in the way you feel about life.
Ive volunteered at other gigs but because this was something I was passionate about (helping orphans) it made a big difference. So pick something that you care about
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What’s wrong joker? What’s been going on?
You have not. We used to chat before
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My meds have been causing me side effects I do not find acceptable and 3 months after asking every week I still have no pdoc appointment
I have suffered ill advice that has left me without any work
Had a job interview on Wednesday and they told me I’d be told if I was shortlisted by Friday but no one told me
A lot is riding on the outcome of this interview as if I am still employable I should get it with my work experience
My business is pretty much dead in the water
I have enough money for the moment but I fear my financial independence is hanging by a tread
Okay so you have a lot of stuff going on - it is understandable to feel stressed out.
I think you have to keep hassling you MH team. Call them up a Monday, Wednesday, Friday. Don’t let em forget about you. Your care is important.
Not much you can do about the ill advice but try and learn from it I’m afraid.
What is wrong with your business? What do you do for work? Were you the person who did landscape gardening?
At least you have enough money for the meantime. It sounds like you are taking steps to sort it out. You just have to find the right path and keep trying.
I think what you are feeling is very untestable and most people would feel the same way even if they didn’t have schizophrenia.
It has felt like this has been in vain over so many years of putting pressure on myself
Yep it was me posting landscaping photos