Last night as I lay down for bed I had my first and hopefully only tactile hallucination. My hallucination caused me intense physical pain, and I didn’t sleep. I’m so tired, but I’m terrified of what could possibly happen tonight as I try to go to sleep. I’m hearing different reactions in my mind. Some voices are shocked, and some seem a little pleased they can hurt me. I constantly battle the voices in my mind because they’re the voices of people I know. Sometimes they tell me they’re trapped, and sometimes they tell me I’m trapped. Sometimes they get angry with me and I feel it’s justified, and sometimes I think I accidentally hurt whatever the voices truly are. It’s emotional because it’s my friends and family I hear hurting. I don’t know how to handle this, because if the hallucinations are trying to hurt me, and I fight back, I have no idea what will happen.
And then I remind myself…it’s all in my head right? But the physical pain still hasn’t gone away, though it’s ebbed throughout the day. My hallucination hurt me in real life…
Why are you assuming the voices caused you pain? You could have some kind of ailment.
I’m usually aware of when I’m hallucinating, or in a delusional way of thinking. I just deal with it and go about my day. I’m fact, hallucinations and delusional thinking is a regular thing for me.
Perhaps you’re right. Maybe the hallucination or delusion I experienced just somehow happened to “sync” with whatever potential ailment I was experiencing…
Hadn’t thought of that. I’ve been so scared.
I’ll get the physical pain checked out if it doesn’t go away by the time I’ve slept. I’d be relieved to discover maybe it’s really unrelated.
I feel these pains all the time they are very scary at first the pain isn’t so bad some days and some it’s worse
I’m sorry you experience that. I hope it gets better soon. It’s very disturbing to experience physical sensation, especially pain, in association to a hallucination. I’m gonna do what I can to get any peace of mind on wether or not there’s an underlying condition. I hope you find peace of mind too.
And, I appreciate I’m not alone in this. Thank you for sharing.
@PeanutGallery I’ve accepted that I have them and try ignoring them… sometimes GENTLY itching them help me control them a bit or helps lessen the pain… I really hope you get yours under control or at least less pain… I feel like I’m being stung some times
I’m sorry that happened to you. I hope you’re able to sleep tonight.
Thanks everyone for giving support yesterday.
I slept wonderfully! I was exhausted, as to be expected from not sleeping one day. I cuddled with my dogs and prepared myself for whatever was to come. Luckily, there was no further painful hallucinations.
While I still feel like I’m coming out of psychosis, I’m relieved that things aren’t worse.
Thank you all again!
I feel somthing moving like a kind of pressure that goes from my mouth into my head and it hurts its kind of an emotional pain though.
@Big-Kahuna
What do you mean by an emotional pain? Are you feeling a physical and lasting sensation?
Its a physical and psychological pain that comes from the voices all day.
Yeah some times the voices cause me pain when I dont listen strong pain in the gut or the back like they are vibrating that part of my body with pain. They say that they can cause me unlimited pain and will when I die and they send me to hell for not listening to them. They say its forever and the pain and suffication is worst than any felt on earth by trillions of times
they also cause me other tactiles like pleasure that feels bad and they make my body feel all stiff and like they are moving my inside and spin my head and yell at me while this is happening
I have encountered similar phenomena from these entities. It is incredibly hard to explain though, but other posts I have made have tried to go more in detail. I feel like you did a good job at describing what you experience! I too have to put up with all of these physical feelings they give me while hearing them say things as well as hearing and feeling a device/machine in my body. It never ceases.
@Jesse25 your tactile hallucinations sound immense and intense. I’m sorry. I appreciate you sharing what you experience, and please stay strong. I know it’s hard sometimes. Having others to talk with about it, really helps.
@Watchers the experience of having a device or machine inside oneself is all too common, and all too difficult to understand. Thanks for your response and your encouragement. When I hear others are going through something similar, it helps to remind me there’s a common phenomena we with this illness have. It’s quite defining sometimes, but we can ground ourselves in reality knowing we’re not alone.
Yeah some times I feel itchy inside
Voices cause me to think Everyone is out to get me. I hope they go away for you.
There are prayer warriors out there dealing with this stuff. The world is not owned by pharmaceuticals despite their arrogance in ownership of disease. We have been dancing round fires a lot longer than we have been living in a commercialised world. Our ancestors knew the multidimensional aspects of life. Jesus rose Lazarus from the dead four days after he died… When he was stinking. Find someone with a good decent version of Jesus and learn from them. Jesus proclaimed I am the way the truth and the life… all handy attributes when you have a broken concept of reality.
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