is there a forum for people who think they are in the CIA or think they have carbon nanotubes controling their brain
What particular evidence do you have that there is nanotechnology in your brain? I mean do you have undisputed proof that nanotechnology exists and is your brain? That’s all rhetorical btw.
Does sound like you do need a med tweak.
I used to think I was controlled by alien nanotech. I like being part of a general forum where people avoid discussing specifics that trigger me and stick to general wellness strategies instead.
wierd coincidences like intense hallucinatory cravings for beer then five minutes later the friend im with asking if i want to go get drinks because hes out of drinks. my last day at my last job gave me the intense impulse to play games on the CIA website on the clock
http://cen.acs.org/articles/93/web/2015/04/Carbon-Nanotube-Electrodes-Make-Better.html
also i went to the doctor today and told him im a cia agent and he didnt change my meds or send me to the hospital, he seemed to believe me, especially after his office forgot to bill my medicare for 7 months worth of doctors visits.
Hardly undisputed proof. Sounds like symptoms of schizophrenia/psychosis to me. Have thoughts like that often find getting help from a psychiatrist and a therapist very beneficial as those types of thoughts are extremely damaging to my life.
so far ive turned in the police for smoking pot on the job and dealing to inmates, amongst other similar situations, usually i get an impulse to turn in organized crime.
i saw a latuda commercial right before i saw my doctor the first time, as if to suggest or tell me this will be the medicine you will be on for awhile. this commerccial was on ESPN.
Plus one of my best friends says his grandma was in the SIS in Britain
I’d start avoiding this friend to start with. Sounds like he is winding up your delusions.
hes a good guy. he is the one who offered drinks
Getting liquored up while taking APs and suffering delusions of reference. What could possibly go wrong?!?
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i drank one beer. he offered soda, i had the craving for yuengling which i never drink and couldnt explain
It doesn’t sound like your AP is doing wonders for you – I’d avoid anything that is contraindicated to avoid making your situation worse. You’re definitely not flying level.
my doctor seemed to think i was doing just fine
Probably figured that you’re not in a crisis stage so why take a bed from someone who is?
You’re not doing fine. You’re not a CIA agent.
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certainly there has to be other people with the same belief as me out there somewhere.
Oh, absolutely. And I’m certain that they will help you reach the point where your psychiatrist has a bed reserved just for you.
@SzAdmin, remember that conversation about ‘shared realities’? Time for you to link drop.
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i wonder how they employ agents. I was put on AWOL protection in the hospital my first time in because a swedish guy took apart the security on the window, and i was the one who tried to open it
dont most schizophrenics have changing delusions. mine are always the same thing, or at least have been for about a year or two