I feel really normal today. But i must not be. During my last pychosis i felt i was an undercover agent for the cia.
All the policemen lookee stoned and i was screaming at them i was in the cia investigating corruption. I definitely seemed to make some of them nervous by saying this most of them had blood red eyes and therea barely any allergens in jail.
Then my old job i kinda made myself get fired because i disagreed with the way i felt they were handling things. I went out claiming because they hadnt done inventory in years.
I know im just crazy but i keep thinking in the back of my head what if im a mind controlled agent.
Ok i guess tonight ill up my pill now. Maybe im just manic as this is grandiose
There is no mind control. That’s only a thing that sells some Hollywood movies.
I’m sorry you feel that way…but if you have constant symptoms like those maybe its time to check your meds.
Good luck
I also feel like there are people that can access my brain and control my behavior and insert thoughts in my head. I think I am part of a brain study and that I have very sophisticated equipment in my brain that can be accessed via satellite. I KNOW how crazy that sounds:) Believe me, I do. I have a foot in both ponds. One says “that’s utterly ridiculous” and the other says “ya, but look at a, b and c that happened”. Those things can’t be explained away.
I get to thinking it is 2016 and technology is far beyond what the average person knows. On the other hand, I take my meds faithfully and do my best to function in this world without my delusion
