I feel like crying because i dont get joy anymore i dont see a point to anything even art or crochet it just all seems so hard now. And so pointless what for. There really is no point
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I think about this every day. Everything always seems so meaningless to me. Nothing makes me truly happy. I know I should be happy because I have a good life for a schizophrenic but I get sad/depressed quite often.
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Same here. Its hard to actually find meaning in much tbh
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I hope you will improve shortly. If you can find the things that bring you please as well as someone who will positively support, accept & love you. These things are so necessary…
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I’ve been there myself, even the thought of hanging myself didn’t phase me. What did work for me eventually, was exercise. I came to think of it as the same as my medication. Even if I didn’t want to do it, it’s just something I did everyday. And I’m not talking about jogging or anything like that, just a bit of light stretching and a 5-minute workout in the beginning
Having said that, I know how difficult it seems to believe that anything will work at this moment. I feel deeply for you, and truly hope you will find a glimmer of meaning soon
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I was thinking about this today too. But I was thinking about all the self destructive things I used to do to fill that void.
At least you’re not doing any of that.
You could consider one of these antidepressants so long as you’re not on Abilify.
i go around like a deaf and blind man. i did get a little exercise today even if it did rain on me. yesterday i knew id have to get out today. im tired of playing guitar alone.
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I read the reply and went out and walked to the corner store for exercise. It was raining and nighttime, but I didn’t mind.
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