I am posting this after some time. I have lot of broken thoughts. I am not able to complete sentences in my mind. I am resting my hope on medications alone. I am not able to trust myself or others. I don’t have friends and not sure will have friends. But if anyone seem to understand my problem and say something nice it is an added bonus for me. If not also i am fine. I will just ride my luck and see how far i can go. But i am pushing harder and harder each day to overcome my illness.
Its another boring post from me i believe. But i want to be heard as well. I want to live a normal life. I am desperate to prove it. I am trying all sorts of things apart from medication. Hoping to see something will work eventually. There is still some juice left in me. I keep trying not to flunk. There is something in me so dangerous and evil though i keep ignoring it time and again. It keeps wanting me to go to the dark place which lets the energy drain and brain go dull. But i still survive.
So that’s my status update. Thanks for reading.