Nice while it lasted

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So I had a nice little hypomanic episode a few months ago that I think I posted about. Everything all sunshine and unicorns, got good things done, etc. Now the trade-off as I’m currently depressed. Don’t want to do anything, no motivation, randomly intensely sad, all that. But hey, at least my paranoia isn’t front and center anymore.

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Wish u well kip

Hope n pray that u recover n get healthy soon

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Thanks @steffifan

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It is a rough ride, isn’t it. Glad you’re doing better, and stay on track. Thank God your paranoia is at Bay

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I’m sorry you’re depressed. Are there things you like to do that can distract you for now?

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Yeah, good recovery, I spent five days in hell after a really awesome hypomanic episode. Now I’m slowly returning to life.

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It’s just a cycle that is a little more extreme than we would like.

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I’m trying but mostly I’ve just been staring into space most of the time. I’m trying to work today.

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Couldn’t have put it any better.

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Glad you’re on the right side of your recovery from the latest.

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Latuda keeps my mania down. It’s also my anti psychotic. Lexapro sent me on a 50 hour high where I was no longer bored with life. I forget other people have it hard. Everyone has it hard, except maybe some movie stars, lol. But some people have it harder. Though I know I am lucky. Have you heard about Afghanistan and Haiti? Imagine being a woman in Afghanistan right now. I’m so stupid to see people as silly, it comes from being alone 24/7. I don’t respect people’s feelings. I stay awake all night sometimes and feel like a restless body, a person who has no purpose, and benefits no one. God, no one knows how creative I am and how my disease used it all for self destruction. But that doesn’t make me the only one in the world, does it? There is no such thing as death, just severe setbacks. I no longer believe in my voices. They are a product of the subconscious mind and that is not divided from the conscious mind.

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