Well, talked to the pdoc today and we’re going to start tapering off the clozapine and adding Zyprexa. I’m supposed to start the Zyprexa tonight at 5 mg and reduce the clozapine by half before discontinuing it a week from now. I’d had a bad week with the QTc prolongation and hope that the switch will help reduce the number of exacerbations that I have. He also told me that I can come into the office anytime I call in beforehand to get an EKG instead of going to the ER…I told him how they gaslight me whenever I go to the ER for cardiac complaints. I also hope the med switch will help the tachycardia I have.
I admit that I’m a little scared that the suicidal ideation and self harm will get worse without the clozapine, and I worry that some of the voices will come back…but overall I’m hoping that I’ll be okay with the switch. Y’all wish me luck!