There were people outside saying they were going to kill me or beat me up. One guy across sad drop dead ugly ■■■■■. Wtf is going on?
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Ignore it. Distract yourself by doing something like cooking or cleaning or reading.
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Tomorrow is make blankets etc. crochet day.
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MOre than likely its your mind tricking you. When I thought stuff was a simulation, I couldve swore that I heard my mom say “Delete (my moms name)”. Like she was being deleted from the program.
When I asked her about it she said something like “no I said (blah, blah). Talk about paranoid!”
I didnt believe her at the time. I couldve sworn thats what she said. But now it makes no sense. Shes still here and no one has been ‘deleted’. It was all in my head.
I guess I should get into what I started to believe a bit so you understand what I was thinking at the time. I was starting to believe that people could be killed and “respawned” like a game. So even though she was still there, I thought one version of her was killed.
Makes no sense at all, right? But thats the kind of crap we sink into without meds.
Honestly, I had never had audio and video hallucinations prior to this episode, so I guess this is the most drastic as far as symptoms go that I have ever had.
NO more messing with meds for me! :).
Anywho, i guess my point is, sometimes we hear things wrong to fit in with our delusions.
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Sounds like a productive, fun thing to do; it’s good to keep busy.
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My voices tend to be internal. If they’re external I worry more. Yeah staying on your meds helps.
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