Whatever it may be

I know it’s in my head. I listened to a conversation outside my wall and it was bad. I’m trying to get my crafts gone before they kill me. My mom is coming to visit. It’ll be the last time I see her

The two males were going on about. Are you sure you want to kill her? I just want to get rid of her. Who the ■■■■ are these people and why do they want me dead?

I don’t understand. I know I’m a loon but really cmon?
I’ll just stay in my apt now.

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I’m glad your starting to realize it’s your illness playing tricks on you

It really breaks my heart knowing how paranoid you are truthfully I feel like everybody deserves to be happy maybe talk to your doctor about meds or therapy idk how to help I really wish I could

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you’re ill…no men are talking about you…ignore this…please…pretty please? you will be fine…you went outside the other day and there was no one there…remember? it’s all in your mind…sorry it’s true.

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Avoid spending more time with these thoughts. When triggered get to sleep :sleeping: nothing much can be done, No conversation or debate, only shift of character is most needed. Which can be accrued with a sleep. As meds work better in sleep

Atleast take power nap !

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I’m depressed. I wish they’d go away and leave me alone.

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Yea it sucks big time that sz is often about others wanting us dead or suffering.

Idk why it’s like that

And medication sucks too.!

Sorry to hear its really bad atm.

I don’t want u dead at the very least.

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I’m kinda scared at all he moment. Take my prn

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thats not logic
why they want to kill you
in my head there is so such illogic things
but i forget them all and try to stop thinking about them
try to cope
you have chronic illness and these are hallucinations identify them and try to ignore them
try to play songs watch good movie anything you like
try to have more passions in life these passions will help you face our hard illness

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I imagine it’ll come to pass. The voices have been bad lately.

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I had the same symptoms but it went away. No one will hurt you. My voices told me horrible stuff would happen to me in this lifetime many times and it never did. For some reason they said I will receive eternal suffering every time someone touches their nose. So I’m worried about that in the afterlife but hopefully that’s also not real

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I hear ya, Rox!

I thought billions of people wanted me dead. I stopped an old man on the sidewalk and asked him for advice. He told me to go see a Priest. So I drove to this Church parking lot and burned out my car battery listening to the Radio…thinking every song lyric was inciting me to kill myself.

Yup. Been there. Done that. Got the T-Shirt.

You aren’t alone in your struggle kiddo! We’re all on the same team here…all ready to support each other at the drop of a pin. You’ll get through this. If I did, anybody can. :slight_smile:

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