When I was psychotic in 2014 I stumbled on a book about integral psychology. The book was written by Ken Wilber. It explained the Spiral Dynamics, that says we have 8 stages of consciousness separated in 8 colors:
It makes sense to me because I was obsessed with some stuff that was in the orange level of the spiral. I don’t know in which level I am right now, but knowing this information gave me an idea of what I can accomplish.
Probably when I was psychotic, I wandered from beige to red.
Just found this information interesting and wanted to share it with you. Peace.