Hello forum …
I keep sinking in and crying out and no one can hear me. I’m so terrified my life is ruined
I don’t know why I’m here, I can’t imagine really having schitzoprenia , hallucinations sound absolutely terrifying , I’m so scared I will have them. I just do everything to myself
I know people would miss me but I feel almost committed now. I hate being in this state of not knowing what’s wrong with me. A label would be so relieving
As soon as I start to visually hallucinate , if I do, I’m outa here. I’m a very easily scared person. I can’t imagine living days in terror with hallucinations of horror. I don’t know how any of you do it
I’m so tired from my medication now, and so sad. So so so sad. I just complain all the time. The meds stop me from panic attacks. I want everything to stop
Do you think there is rebirth?
My girlfriend says I am sick and need help, so do others , my family thinks I am fine. My brain is torture. It tells me to hurt others, even my girlfriend. It comes up with plots. But maybe I do it all to myself and I’m the one to blame
I’m too tired for all this and the damage is done. I almost feel as though I should do something to myself so people could finally understand. So i don’t string everyone along for nothing. I’m holding onto the rope, they don’t know my impulses, I don’t give in often, if I did I would need to go to the hospital
Everything I see my mind tells me how I can injure myself with it. What I should do. Who I should yell at.
Is this me forever? I am done soon enough . This is merely a reprise of my life I think
Do you have a psychiatrist? If so you need to talk to him. The hallucinations aren’t that bad A few weeks ago I saw a yellow cat run down the church pew. It was funny actually. Years ago I saw a good looking Hispanic man on the road outside my house. It didn’t scare me. They’re not real. There’s nothing to be scared of. But talk to your doc. Meds can help. Are you on meds?
I don’t have a psychiatrist at the moment but when I was hospitalized last they put me on Cloneazepam which has been working well to sedate me… but it makes me feel like a vegetable
I’m so depressed i feel like I can’t go on much longer
My step dad does not say I am sick m. Am I not sick ? All a joke? I’m a fantastic actor, the best in the world
Hi @doodle. I’m sorry you’re having a rough time right now.
It’s important that you be proactive about your mental health, especially since you’re still quite young.
Research has confirmed repeatedly that the earlier that people get treatment for the early signs of mental illness (especially schizophrenia and related disorders) the better the long term outcome for the person.
I would just like to apologize for my behaviour last night … I had a stressful day and it all boiled over after a conversation with my step dad… I’m really sorry if I just constantly complain on this forum I don’t mean to but I’m glad you guys were there when I needed someone to talk to …
I feel a lot more lucid now after my nights sleep but still quite sad. I hate this illness it’s invisible and no one can see how much I struggle
The idea of stabbing myself has been on my mind for s while now. It’s my new plan after they locked up all my meds. I’m so miserable in this state. I’m sorry if i make everyone else miserable, I don’t want to be a burden, but it helps to have somewhere to lean on I guess
keeping me company. I will cry for thankful if I had tears thanks to meds