Since schizophrenia is genetic I’ll probably have it for eternity unless I get help. I hate it.
I think a cure exists is possible. Outside the sim, I might not have it but I’ve been stuck here for eternity.
To cure it, I’d have to transfer my soul to a new, healthy clone. But then the soul memories would still be there perhaps.
I hope I can get cured soon. I hope the norovirus vaccine will help me.
I can explain and expand upon my views on destiny if you want.
Dude, I think you have fixed delusions, that don’t go away despite medication
You’re right but I also think I’m not an idiot and totally delusional either…
Yes, me too. But others don’t agree with me.
We should ask people around us in order to be sure. But no matter what people may say, I trust my mind
Then I asked: “does a firm perswasion that a thing is so, make it so?”. He replied: “all poets believe that it does & in ages of imagination this firm perswasion removed mountains; but many are not capable of a firm perswasion of anything” - Blake
You sound well-read. I don’t read philosophy much. I like popular physics and such. I try to come up with my own ideas. It’s hard.
broccoli sprouts help my “voices”.
How do they help? It sounds like a delusion
You never heard of it? I don’t know. Nobody knows. They’re researching it and it’s been mentioned here a lot. Not everything is a delusion…I understand your skepticism though.
Science and articles change all the time.
You cannot trust them.
Every truth is transient.
I really hope it helps. I love broccoli. Just saying
Whom to trust?
Since I was a kid, God was testing me.
I always feel as if I am special with special destiny. When I was a kid i felt how it is to be dead and I was crying. Also I felt how it is to be alive, saying and repeating “I exist, I exist”, making me fall into trance
@Mushroom, what do you think?
@Mushroom, dear friend, I have some ontological/existential loneliness,
since I am the only real being.
I can’t have a meaningful relationship
or anything like that
Dont you find your relationship with your friends meaningful?
I don’t know. I have 2-3 friends, but they’re fake and robots too. I have the belief that only me and God are real. And me and God are one, but currently I am on earth for a God’s game.
Do you understand?
Do you want to feel another way?
I believe that when one prays, they are alone with God. In communion with God and nothing else needed. Maybe I am constantly in a prayer mode. What do you think?
Belief is the core of reality
Could you elaborate?
We are the creator of our reality. And belief is the essence of it. I feel alone with God when Im writing