Are you out to get me?
Is it persecutory?
Or you’re soulless robots made by God to test my reactions and behaviour towards you?
I have difficulty believing that you’re real like me.
Sometimes I feel like I’m dead.
Like I don’t exist. Nor the world exists.
I can’t explain it
Today I went for blood tests for clozapine.
I’m really curious to see the number of white blood cells
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No, I’m not. Actually, soulless robots get treated better than me. I’m sorry your struggling but you’ve seen all the selfie threads, right? That’s us! (but not me).
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I don’t think anyone on here is out to get you. Why do you think that? We’re all just struggling schizophrenics like you. No one has it out for you.
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I hope so, Nick. Somehow everyone is an enemy
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I know what you mean. But we mean you no harm. You’ve been here quite awhile, I’ve never seen anyone attack you, I see people being friendly to you.
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Nick brings up a good point, lots of us even have photos here. Many of us have worried about the same thing you’re worried about. I used to think everyone was just there to test me, but when I stopped believing that everything became easier. People like it when you know they’re real because they feel like they can help you then. Otherwise it’s hard to reach you. At least that’s how it’s been in my experience.
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Thanks, guys. I’m really trying and struggling.
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A good nights sleep might help. Is it worse than usual?
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No, it’s as usual
People don’t care, man. You barely exist.
It’s just your brain and your reality that’s glitching up.
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Real person here, I’ve wondered the same things, but no. Turns out it was just my brain having trouble processing. Does that make me sound like a robot? I hope not.
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Does music help with these thoughts @Om_Sadasiva? Maybe throw on some relaxing music will help. It helps me
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