I drew a picture of a lady and left it in the art room. Came back 15 mind later and someone had drawn a noose around her neck. Another thing is I found some writing about the police saying kill em all. I climbed onto the roof and hid but they found me and convinced me to come down and make a plan about what’s going to happen.
I’m really scared now. I know the other day I got down on my hands and knees and yelled out to the police just f******n kill me now but I don’t want to die I’ve got lots to do here like save people.
The nurses know someone on this ward is working for the police. They didn’t deny anything nor did they say it was in my head. They told me to lock my door and they’ll keep more staff around me.
Being in a warm bed is definitely better than being on the roof while it started to rain. I don’t think I’m going to sleep tonight ae 
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It sure sounds like you have your hands full but I feel like you’re letting paranoia cloud your focus. Nobody has a reason to kill you from what I understand, you have done nothing to harm or endanger anyone so the fear of dying would be something I’d put far away on the list of worries. Is there any specific reason you feel somebody is other than the picture?
The police voices in my head are saying that there’s someone who is going to kill me here. The picture just confirmed it.
That’s very interesting. Them suggesting that may seem valid but I recommend you take a moment to think it through yourself. The picture is not you, although related it is not you. So whether that attack was at you or at the picture it cannot be determined. Speaking logically there is no proof you are in harm’s way other than what they have led you to believe. Slow down, take it easy and analyze your surroundings. You’re safe by yourself, tomorrow you can keep aware and further explore what appears to be threatening you. But for now rest could only help.
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Thanks I think that’s what I’m going to do. Have a good sleep with my door locked and a knife under my pillow and evaluate it tomorrow 
Fair nuff! I wish you the best. Feel better!
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