Socially inappropriate thoughts

Are those intrusive thoughts? They improved a lot since being on meds but they’re still in the background. Its traumatizing thoughts like raping my mother or my little cousin, stabbing myself, jumping from a high building, throwing myself infront of a car in motion, stopping my meds, etc I hate these thoughts. I think I read some users here experience these too like killing their mother, etc

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I wonder if OCD meds can totally suppress them?

I did really bad inappropriate stuff off meds but my stupid mind keep telling me to stop my meds. Feels like the devil is inside my brain.

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I consider these intrusive thoughts I get them too but with religious things or things that just bother me I also have intrusive laughter in my head over inappropriate things I treat it as a different person not me and tell it to screw off

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I get this too sometimes but much more off meds. Did you try OCD meds?

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I tried fluvoxamine but couldn’t tolerate it I’ve just been living with it it gets better in time especially if you just ignore it

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I used to be plagued by terrible thoughts like these. Its sickening. And it made me feel guilty all though I never done any thing wrong. I was a mess with guilt. So I know how you must feel. All I can say is they are just thoughts and you haven’t actually done these things, nor would you. I don’t know what part of my medicine helps me to be free of intrusive thoughts but I take Saphris, Rexulti, Topamax and Cymbalta.

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Yea I find listening to music helps.

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Yeah I don’t get them when I’m playing computer games its when I’m not doing anything or trying to sleep I get them

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I read that SSRIs are used to treat OCD instrusive thoughts.

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I am ashamed of talking about these thoughts to my Dr.

@johpollck @Leaf

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Maria Bamford is a bipolar comedian with violent ocd thoughts. She talks about it here and her treatment.

Edit: if you click the thread you can see the audio link in the comments.

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I am buying 5htp for OCD as I read increasing serotonin fixes ocd. Not as strong as ocd SSRIs meds but I will start with that.

I’d seriously start with talking to your doctor. It’s exactly like Maria Bamford described. Psychiatrists have heard it all before.

Don’t play doctor with yourself.

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I don’t talk about it to anyone, it’s too shameful

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I never knew that about Maria Bamford.

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I can understand that I just tell my doctor I have intrusive thoughts I dont go into the details

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Been having these sort of thoughts for years. Took OCD meds and they helped control them a little…they won’t disappear entirely. Trying to completely stop them makes it worse, just try to replace them with other thoughts.

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Welcome to the forum @Schizzy

i take sertraline for it and also for depression. It helps but it doesn’t completely cure it though…

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