It’s like my mind has finally realized there is no point to the voices and they are slowly being turned off. Now they just come in as a tone which sort of form words. But it’s a continuous sound in my mind. Some days it seems louder and some days(like today) it is quieter then it ever has been. Still waiting on job placement to get a hold of me. Got a haircut that looks like ■■■■ but oh well. Only had 3 cups of coffee today and I’m going to cut that back even further. God damn am I bored, but I’m finding some interests. Hope you all are doing well. This is just update on how I’m doing. A place to vent I guess. Really want these voices to just stop, one of these days.
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DUDE…I went radio silence chief…radio silence…like you NSA article rang true and they’re coming to tow me in or some ■■■■…Got a few shells in the dresser nonetheless.
Know what I mean man? It’s a crazy ■■■■■■■ world. Bryan, if you were James bond, and you went on a mission and had any sidearm…what would it be…that’s for everyone…NO PPK ANSWERS.
that’s really great bryan! i’m so happy for you! xxx
Jaynebeal if you could defend yourself against your voices what would you use?
Wouldn’t use any small armaments here. I’d straight up nuke em.
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Sorry I’m a small arms and crew served weapons specialist…I’d take out the satellites before a nuke…Relations you know? But if you Nuke…you nuke…muchos.
that’s an odd question neveragain…i don’t honestly know. if they were real people i think i’d tie them down and carve the names of my family into their foreheads lol…then maybe a little bit of cigarette burning, on the arms and maybe the stomach…just for old times sake…and maybe a bit of rape…again, just for old times sake…then i’d pour petrol on their dicks and set them alight so they could watch themselves burn then cut them off very slowly and make them eat them but the best treatment i’d save for the women i think because women should have higher morals than your average hired scumbag but it seems in this case they don’t. anything is deemed acceptable so long as this secret is kept…so yeah the best treatment, i’d save for them and the person that ultimately started this. how’s that? xxx
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This got dark pretty fast.
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sorry bryan… xxx
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Just remember that with our imagination maybe we can defeat the enemies of our illness, just don’t let that blend into your (real world). I have so much love for my world, I am a obsessor of renewable energy…especially tidal energy and Ocean Thermal Electric Conversion…OTEC. I’m not going to the slam doing something stupid again …but…you gotta admit…some of us may have gotten ugly torwards these symptoms right??
Like I’ve created some (really fucked up) weapons to defend myself in my horrible locked up world in my head…I mean like I hurt them. Even Halle, though I regret it I warned them…
Just ignore it @BryanAshley. @neveragain is in a derailing mood today.
You are doing great! I am glad you feel so much better!
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hmph. 15 charaters.
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Bryan I’m a violent internal schizo…I try to kill what I hear…or piss em’ off.
i wouldn’t mind if they were just symptoms of an illness but mine have been put in using torture and rape and all to keep a secret. some people are terrifying evil and will do just about anything to protect themselves. if i ever get out of this body they’d better look out big time coz i’ll be coming after each and every one of them. maybe sooner. if i suddenly stop posting it’ll be because i have died of supposedly natural causes which at 40 years old is gonna be suspicious in itself as there is nothing physically wrong with me. i’ve had my arteries checked and i’m fine. so any strokes or heart attacks will be suspicious. i can identify four of my attackers and that’s why this has been done so that i can’t persue them legally. it never ceases to amaze me how truly evil some people can be. some people have morals…others have none. not even children are out of bounds and that makes me so ■■■■■■■ angry it’s untrue. xxx
I’m too young to be one of those guy jaynebeal…
you say it’s not real then make posts like this it’s confusing to wrap my head around.
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Good to hear Bryan, keep it up and you’ll escape them!
s’ok bryan. i don’t believe i am telepathic at all. just that i hear the voices of my abusers. don’t get antsy hunni. i’m not losing it. i’m just venting is all. i honestly don’t believe i’m a telepath. 80 percent of voices come from memories of abuse. that’s what mine are and that’s all they are. all i’m saying is that i’ve been brainwashed into hearing these voices is all by the very people i now hear. xxx
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