waking up during your rem cycle unable to move anything but your eyes… watching in horror as a creature cloaked in pure darkness rips off its shadow to reveal some sort of intimidating bone armor walk slowly up to your bedside… whispering magic into your ears to touch your soul through your forehead… rip it asunder from your human body and off you go to watch with them… ive never been visited during the day… I don’t want to say what they showed me… how can I see things ive never imagined before… why do I get this… its like the opposite of the rainbow bridge to the god realm… I denied them again… I could see the disgust on its face… they don’t seem to understand my bonds to this world… if I had no one I would accept their offer… cannot say if this is real or false… I can tell every other hallucination apart from reality… but this is beyond my ability… its all encompassing I watch as I leave my body… I watch as im forced back into my body… it makes life on earth seem crappy… stolen my earthly fears away to be replaced with universe shattering fears… I need better meds… running out of meds to try though…
Hallucinating while you’re in sleep paralysis sucks. I wish you well 
sometimes im not asleep… sometimes I just breath deeply and they come… how do I become paralyzed while awake… I got caught relaxing while playing a game the other night sitting up… and all of a sudden I couldn’t press any buttons or move… my gf saw the horror on my face and shook me back… I can break the paralysis but it takes me a lot of mental effort its much easier if some one else just shakes me out of it… that’s weird too… I can break out of it or if anyone moves me It goes away… gotta be the DID…
Dang you get paralysis while you’re awake? I cannot imagine that, I’d be beyond terrified.
thanks for letting me rant…
I never get up close hallucinations. I used to see a lot of people in black clothing drive around me, or walking around me, though.
My voices are obsessed with my religion, or lack thereof.
When I was messing around with magic the face of my main voice appeared in a dream, and it was quite a terrifying site. I think it was that same night where I saw 2 women in my dream and they told me to “embrace the snake.”
Sorry if this seems off topic but I sort of read through your lines that you have experience with the magical realms, so I thought I would share my experiences.
Take care 
I’m so sorry you experience this…I used to get sleep paralysis all the time as well however I learned how to control it so my experiences never really got too intense or traumatic and were more interesting than anything else.
i used to get sleep paralysis every night when I was on zyprexa it was not that bad for me tho because i wouldnt hallucinate every time it happened and i would actually get up and walk but blink and be back in bed with my eyes feeling like they are rolled back only being able to see the upper half of my vision
Have you ever been tested for seizures or other neurological issues @nimdAzS?
http://www.webmd.com/epilepsy/types-of-seizures-their-symptoms#1
I didn’t realize their were other types of seizures… would suck to add seizures to the list…