@shutterbug that’s a very nice belief!
I sure hope it’s true!
@Melomaniac I hope you feel better soon! Try not to react when other people upset you. You don’t have control over other’s actions, but you do have control of your reactions.
I hope you find contentment and happiness in your life and that your are able to share that with your son. 
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This may sound counter-intuitive, but whenever you feel that people, especially people you love, do not like you the thing to do is to try to understand their point of view. Try to see the situation through their eyes. Calmly tell them that you’re genuinely concerned about them, and ask them if there’s any way you can help. When they realize that you like them they will like you. Then try to have them understand your point of view; see the situation through your eyes. And it’s very important not to criticize, condemn or complain.
Realize that it’s not you that they hate, but a false perception of your behavior. They are scared, so it’s important to remain calm, and they will realize that their fears are unfounded. 
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There is something about the beliefs and voices. They are so real or maybe engraved in my conscious mind that i did something very wrong to few people. Getting bad treatment is being expected and I am not able to do anything about it. People trying to make me understand look like fool in the end because i am not able to overcome the sadness. Its like i am totally involved with evil. So i fear each and everytime to say something or do something. Eventually that becomes my character and all do believe that i am not a nice person. The vicious circle continues.
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Alright @Melomaniac much love. Hope you are doing well.
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Wish i can do well in the midst of all the choas. So far work and family are not wrecked atleast.
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I hope that you start feeling better soon @Melomaniac.
Please hang in there.
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Well I’m sorry to hear that. Anything you need help with. All I can do on this forum is wish you well, offer advice, and/or maybe pray for you.
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I enjoy your posts. I hope you find your way through everything. You have a beautiful son and I know life can be good for you!
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@Melomaniac I am saddened to find this thread about you. I hope you get well soon. Please reach out to your family. They will help you I bet.
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Stay strong, Sriharryster! You’ve got this!
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Family does not seem to understand. Its a struggle for 17 odd years.
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What about any friends at all? I encourage you to continue to get support here because everybody loves you and wants you to get better…please if you feel unstable go to your pdoc and tell him how you feel…what meds are you on if you don’t mind my asking?
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I feel uncomfortable to reach out to friends. I will continue to post here for i get quality response. I need to go to pdoc. I am on lithosun, arifine and atlura for bipolar now. I am not sure about the dx. I stopped meds for 2 weeks and now i am going to start.
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Yes, please keep posting here, Sriharryster. You’re a valued member of the community.
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well that’s a relilef…stay on the meds dude. it will help you !!
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I’m sorry to hear you’re having such a difficult time @Melomaniac,
We all are thinking about you and I’m sending you good vibes from California!
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Hope you will feel better soon.
I do not know what this is about but I wish you well.
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hi sriharryster we haven’t talked before but i’ve read some of your posts and you seem like a good guy with a good heart. life can be difficult very difficult but even so it’s better than the alternative… sending my best wishes and ‘keep on keeping on.’
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