i sort of feel like i am being abandoned without any reason. my ext family and own bro has not spoken to me well in last 1year after an episode. feel devastated. highly confusing and almost feel like committing suicide again. the insults are very hurtful and sometimes very hard to keep moving.
Just hang in there things will get better sri …!!!
Are u at office or today holiday…
sat sun is holiday buddy!!
Haha so poor me …wanna go out today with ur wife…
not sure but we went yesterday to buy dress for my son he is turning 1 this aug16
I’m sorry you’re feeling down @Melomaniac. Can you do something you enjoy? Or maybe go for a walk?
Oh son…piece of heart…!! Sure he looks nice…!!!

i try to do as much i can @Moonbeam. but each day get reminded that i am a bad person thats why i am abandoned so why live a selfish life rather be dead. i know it sounds harsh but thats how each every thought of mine works if nothing works out.
Whats his name …kids looks preety.
Haha looks like my brother son…
Aaryan … my bundle of joy

Nice name…he looks clever and sharp…
thanks bud…that was me in my teens 
Hahaha u look like ur son when ur teen…
dear niraj arent u getting married???
Nice question sri .i like to marry i am nearly 32 years old. Due to sz neither i can work or study…so i am not going to marry…i am super depandant on my parents…how i can i handle wife if i cant handle myself…
wife can give you the additional support. also what parents cant do after a certain period of time your wife can do. maybe there is someone destined for you. my suggestion but its upto you anyways. howver sometimes i regret coz i am slow at times and she hates it. hahaha…
If i were a normal being i would have married already …due to sz i cant take any decesion…may be in next life …i will born as non sz…i will enjoy all my life…and get married… hahaha life is preety difficult…
life sure is difficult anyways. if there is another life i want to be a bird. i just want to keep flying on top of the world without worrying much. but i like you for being sportive always despite sz.