Please show some love to @Melomaniac. He is going through a very difficult time, and needs our support.
Sriharryster, I know you’re in a tough situation. I hope things will get better for you soon. I hope you can find strength by thinking of your loved ones and your beautiful son.
This means a lot to me. I am able live in this in forum for life long. Wish some one in real realizes that i exist for good somehow. I still have the pills but i dont want to have it for my son is caring for me atleast through innocent smiles.
We will always love you and so will your son! 
Hang in there sriharryster. I don’t know exactly what happened but I am here if you need to discuss or a shoulder to cry on.
Peace 
Sri, I know we haven’t talked much, but I like you, and I wish you all the best.
@Melomaniac 
Peace brother. You got my support whenever you need it. Your son and wife are lucky to have you. You are a good guy. Just keep talking and hold on. Things will get better, believe it!
@zeno @Andrey @Berru @thedeepestdream
Lovely to hear. I am not able to overcome the hate from ones i think of them as loved ones. I have this tendency to show love to wrong people probably in real. I am so nervous and do not know how to fight this life that i have now in real. what is best next step?
Show your family some love, surprise them 
Hang in there @Melomaniac. You seem like a good guy and you deserve help and you deserve a place in this world. Good luck. People here are rooting for you
@77nick77. I admire your posts a lot and thanks for your kind words.
Whatever others show you, keep loving them. Be kind to everyone. Don’t hate. If you hate, you will feel worse.
But at the same time, try to find people who can appreciate you for who you really are. They might be relatives, or strangers.
Hi sri u will find peace soon …take care bro …
@Melomaniac I’ve been there before with feeling those dark feelings.
Stay alive, friend. Everything is going to be Ok.
Take care, 
Wishing you all the best. The smile of a child is worth so much. Hold onto that.
My love for others can be words if they listen to it and can be gifts if they buy it and can be treat if they allow me to do it. But instead they fear i become psychotic anytime , the looks and way they talk is enough to hurt me so bad. so its really hard to spread the love. For now i am in peace with my wife after some talking. But not sure about others.
Andrey i just want to cry now in your shoulders. 
Please take good care of yourself, Sriharryster. Sorry for your troubles.
Good luck in your struggles, things can get better
You have my full support, @Melomaniac. May the Higher Power support you in all of your struggles.
Cry a river… I am here for you my man. Be strong. Don’t blame yourself for what others think or do. It’s not your fault.
I believe every one of us has a gift we can offer the world. I hope you find yours and can share it.
