Due to the stress of everything I had a meltdown and called my dad. I brought up painful memories, and I was certain some of the things they said were lies. Both my brother and my dad accused me of being violent and abusive during psychosis when I was seventeen, by exaggerating and making things up. If I am to trust this system that I am sick, at least the truth might be known. I felt blamed and accused.
I wish people cared. I wish Mkultra never existed. I wish drones were never invented.
hi starry night hope you are ok?