I remember once waking up to a devilish laugh that shook my head and paralyzed my whole body. The sound was like nothing I’ve heard before.
Mine was visual, and most memorable because i found it to be hilarious…I hallucinated a bunch of little men building a big city all throughout this huge bookshelf. And some of them were swinging on vines.
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The voice was telling me not to talk out loud to myself. I kept trying but it was hard. Then it felt like a magnetic force gripped my jaw and moved it like a puppet while the voice said, “Don’t talk out loud. Don’t talk out loud.” I was pretty sure I was possessed.
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I was getting my haircut once and whenever I closed my eyes, I saw a bright forest and pixies were cutting my hair, ha. I felt weirded the hell out.
I was in the hospital and there was this very annoying guy he had these crazy glassy eyes . I was scared of him because of how crazy his eyes looked and how aggressive he was. He came up to me and talked to me about things no one there would have known. He would walk around and like acting like a roster the noise that came out of him was so loud and brilliant. But everyone just ignored him like he wasn’t there. I thought someone planted him in there to make me think I was loosing my mind.
I was standing on the patio of a psych unit smoking lounge at night having a cigarette and I envisioned myself down in Colombia at a dinner table with all these colombian people speaking spanish the one voice was talking and at the end of the discussion i felt something like a knife slitting my neck and I heard him say, “There, we just had you” I also felt like someone was swinging from my junk once while I was laying in bed in that very same hospital
Another one i had happened recently. I started the morning feeling like hell. I felt like demons were taunting me and I started to shout all angry. But I calmed myself trying to recollect my thoughts and being very mindful. Using some meditation techniques.
I still felt terribly cold, but then I felt this strange warmth. And I saw two bright lights. they were angels. One was circling me and the other turned to light and went into me. I felt so much better after that. It was pretty interesting.
I saw people all around me drowning too. I was six or seven, slipped from the steps and started drowning in my grandmothers pool alone. I froze up seeing the people sinking and struggling, especially when a young girl was gripping my hand. I thought she was pulling me down and my older brother finally pulled me out when a man tried to grab my ankles
I woke up one morning and looked in the mirror. I saw myself, for the first time maybe.
This is a delusion more than a hallucination but my first psychotic break (June 2015) I was overwhelmed with the idea that I was in a brain study and that the whole world was watching me. I lost control of myself and the brain researchers controlling my body made me go dancing through the streets of the city for hours. I was waving at Microsoft and Expedia etc. convinced they were all watching me. They (brain researchers) only spoke to me one time that day (in my head) but I KNEW they were there and that they were controlling me. Long story short; I ended up in the hospital.
A constant vision of Freedom from this prison of mind. Funny story though, it never happens. The end and the beginning of this illness are the same.
I had a dream today… I was considering dropping my classes and doing them again next semester when am much better. When I woke up, I realized I’ve been doing that for the past 3 years… so technically right now I should be done with university - I should be working, living in my own house, building my bank account… am lost on words for what I should have been doing.
Instead, here we are… all messed up inside in Cjs’ prison of mind…
I think it’s time to just tough it up and realize you gotta push through life with this nonsense, even if sitting in bed all day seems like a better option… Seems better to just ignore all these delusions, hallucinations, voices and just keep walking.
I hallucinated that I killed my math teacher. I felt my hands smash his face into the glass and then I ran out of the room. Turns out I was just sitting in my chair, and then I ran away for no apparent reason.
Another time, there was a vampire outside my car. It flew around my yard and then turned into my lamp post.
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haven’t we all… feeling guilty of things we haven’t done aka, talk to peoples heads lol
It happened in a hospital in 2003. I had just gotten on the unit, was sitting on my bed staring at the wall, when suddenly everything went black. My immunology professor from med school (I had left med school just months earlier) stepped out from the darkness and told me that she was God, and that I had died in January 2002, and that everything I’d experienced since then was afterlife. She told me the test of me, the chaos, was now over, and that I could finally rest. I don’t remember how I came out of it exactly; the next thing I remember I was walking out of my room with a nurse, and she was saying how she noticed the next day was my birthday, and asked me if I wanted anything special like a cake. I politely said, “no, thank you,” but really I was thinking, “are you kidding me? I’m dead, you’re not real, and you’re asking me if I want to celebrate my birthday?” Yeah, that works as a good “bad birthday” story, too, considering I spent my 24th birthday deep in psychosis, believing I was dead.
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a ape which I thought was the devil
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Just a few weeks ago, I saw a very dead deer pick its head up and stare at me as I drove past. And the other night I heard a VERY loud explosion, it felt like it rocked the whole house, but nobody else heard it so I guess that wasn’t real either. But the most memorable? I dunno, my memory is pretty terrible 
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I heard the demons coming to my room. They entered and surrounded my bed. They were laughing in low gurgles and saying they were taking me…I was lifted off of my bed and I could feel clawed hands under me and their bodies and faces around me. I called to my mom and dad but they couldn’t hear me. I yelled “Jesus”, and they dropped me and scrambled out of my room. I could hear them, see them in the dark and feel them. I felt myself rising and then dropping quickly.
I was crying and slid onto the floor and started praying…
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For some reason I feel this song holds a special meaning 
Mostly coz I think I was trippin like crazy when it was played, coz a guy who looked exactly like Tyga - the famous rapper was seated right next to me smoking my weed lol. His friend played this song right before he walked out (few minutes later, tyga walked in - same time I hear a voice saying ‘this your last chance to talk to her’ ) - PS, his friend had the most epic rap skills I ever seen… He sang a short song before he left, didn’t get the words, but it was EPIC, not an ordinary song… literally, if it was on youtube, it would have beat Psy gangnam song.
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PS, when they walked in, I thought they were my friend’s friend… but my friend pretended to be asleep after showing them some of his songs - he’s a rapper. After they left, I asked him who they were (wanted to get the song he sang) My friend’s like, ‘I don’t know them’… shortly after, guy who looks like Tyga walks in. Oh ya… this the funniest part… . after they left and my friend really went to bed, I hear him (my friend) rapping with Lil wayne, Wiz Khalifa on the TV hahaha, I just sat their and listened to the song he was singins with Wiz and lil wayne lol PS, I was shivering like a naked man covered in snow.
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