Scumbag brain

There’s something following me. Always just far enough back that I can’t see it. I know it’s there, but every time I look behind me, there’s nothing. It’s crafty. I’m absolutely terrified.

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if you are being serious, I think a lot of people at a certain age have that - something following them - I had that when I was around 8 - 9 then it kinda disappeared.

So just don’t be afraid of anything? what is the worst that could happen?

If it’s so crafty, why you call it a scumbag brain?
Maybe it’s there to tell you the weekly sales…and you’re not letting it.

Or perhaps it has a peanut butter filled celery stalk to share…maybe it wants to be friends.

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I get sort of the same thing at times, but it’s with cameras being placed everywhere I go

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Perhaps it’s just your own shadow as you walk through the Sunshine of your youth! :sunny:

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Who watches the cameras is what I always want to know.

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I have spent days when ill, looking for the site they are on

Never can locate them eye’s either.

When not called ill, I can dismiss them easily, but when not well it seems, they consume my entire day-and night.

You probably don’t want to hear this but you are probably being paranoid. I used to think that a whole bunch of people were stalking me. Then I started taking medication and that feeling slowly went away. Do you have any proof that anything is there? I remember I thought people were outside my house at night with a ladder to try and get into my room. Went outside during daylight and found nothing there. Sometimes schizophrenia takes a lot of courage to think something is going to get you and to do it anyway. Wish you the best of luck hopefully this isn’t the beginning of an episode.

I would have checked it out during the nighttime.

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When I was psychotic there were countless times I thought something was going to get me in the night and I had to sleep anyway. This was no different. Sometimes I did go outside to confront it right away although not that time.

nothing is following you. you are unstable. please seek help immediately. tell a friend or family member what you believe…get help I hope…good luck.

I thought it was the whole world :sob:

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The worst that could happen is that it’s trying to kill me, and if I don’t see it, it could get me before I even knew what was happening. :frowning:

Yeah but you need to solve it in your mind …
has this ever happened to anybody? No

I try to remind myself not to look so often, but it’s become a compulsion. I tell myself I’m being crazy, but I still end up doing it.

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No, the worst thing it’s doing is far more destructive to you, it’s wasting your time.
Dying isn’t as bad as living your entire life as dead already.

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I feel like there are cameras everywhere but it would be pointless to try and find the website or ‘show’ they are being used on as they have invented an entire fake world for me and all that is hidden from me. Pointless to even try and fight it so I wouldn’t even try. Paranoia on steroids.

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Paranoia sucks. :frowning: I wish it would go away!

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Amen 1515151515

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