Just been drawing most of the night, experiencing the stupid hallucinations which I know aren’t real. Art and music helps me calm down for whatever reason.
I am glad you have something healthy to calm you down. Love your drawing!
Thanks. Art and Music are the main two things that keep me calm.
I wish I was creative enough for art but definitely not my thing lol. Music on the other hand keeps me going!
I totally get you about the voices. My main voice I hear is ‘God’. It is quite a lot to live up to when I think I’m really talking to him. And the nice voices are great but also confusing. My husband is a recovering alcoholic so I only drink when I can’t handle the schizophrenia anymore which is about once a month. He doesn’t get why I do it when it bothers him. I wish I wouldn’t but it’s so hard when the voices are screaming at you to drink
Lol. Loved the way you put the last line. Screaming at you to drink. All they seem to want is to force you into being a drunk for no reason, 24/7. I don’t really get the God VOICE too much, I think he’s the one constantly reassuring me that I’m okay as long as I listen to the voices and don’t worry about the HALLUCINATIONS 90% of the time because they have no basis in fact or reality. All they are are spooky jibber-jabberings of our miswired brain chemistry. (Again, not trying to offend.)
I’m glad music and art help you!! They help me too! I love your art it makes me happy
Wel, thank you.
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